Im a 14 yr old boy who want to commit suicide, my life is awful and i feel like !

not really because when you do and succeed, you also kill those around you like family and friends
did you know that 90 % of whats troubling you is nonsense and only 10 % are real and out of that maybe 5% may happen or may not, 14 is way too young to be thinking about suicide, besides you just might be in line for something special in life, so just relax, things do chance and for the better

BISMILLAH - in the name of ALLAH(GOD)

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i think u have asked this question twice, here is the answer i gave you previously.

do you know the one who commits suicide goes directly to hell, so don't even think of that road, can you sustain the pain of burning your finger for only one minute, think eternity?

Watch the following video, are the people in this video seem depressed or they seem grateful for what THE CREATOR has given them. Watch them and compare yourself to them.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cB71vFTYW…

But most importantly, see u loose interest in life or become depressed when there is no correct motivational factor for u, if there's one, you don't live a life of depression but are energetic and charged up to work for that goal. I would advise you following(if trying something unique and different is not odd for you):

Listen to this song, this takes u in a totally different dimension, but listen and watch both, and then think about what the purpose of our life should be and is yours on that course, once you have understood clearly (thru this song, the interviews, the movie and the stories below) what the purpose of life is then you will not feel depressed but motivated to do something for it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m1aXR7ejw…

Do you know about 'cat stevens' the famous singer of the 70s, now he is known as 'yusuf islam,' i would advise you watch his interview on youtube, he used to be on drugs and wasn't happy with his life even with ton of money, but now has transformed to a way of life which he is content with.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pcgCdn8I8…

Also do you know about rapper loon, this guy was with p-diddy, i would advise you watch his interview on youtube as well.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yoi0mU4hT…

When done, watch the following it is not based on fiction, but real events, this went on to change the course of the world that we live in today.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ccP-malnf…

Also if you like reading stories, which are both real and educative, here try the following site. These people (even though some of them were very young) faced trials and persecution, but emerged as successful ones(praises to THE CREATOR ALONE for that), and made history, wrote new chapters in the books of ethics and morality, reached to the top, yet were very humble but strict, the rich and strong would be threatened by them but the weak and poor will feel secure.

http://web.youngmuslims.ca/online_librar…

trust me there is a solution for all of our problems ALHAMDULILLAH(praises to THE CREATOR only), but we need to knock the right door.

its never worth committing suicide whatever you are going through now is temporary

talk to someone.a teacher.school counsellor or go to your dr
if you believe you are in genuine need you can call the emergency services ie 999 or 911
or you an all a suicide hot line

look on wwwyoungminds.org.uk

but what ever is happening in life well it will not always be like it
life does get better

all the best

Take it from me. I'm 19 and my life is a disaster. But i'm hanging on. You just need to keep hanging on little bro. Tough it out. This will get better.

one shitty life.

I think your username makes it obvious that your not serious.