lack of attachments, lack of humanity, a reality, a punishment, both, or other?!
Question: Lack of attachments, lack of humanity, a reality, a punishment, both, or other?
what i see is i've gotten to the point where it doesn't matter but all that's left is hollow, a person with no direction, no dreams, no passions, no desires. i fear that as a person with intelligence and a long history of therapy, etc i'm trying to justify anything that happens, and i no that i can't, for it's wrong.
i accept that i've pushed away everyone i've ever associated myself with, now i gotta figure out what else is there. lol, guess this isn't making any sense, is it?
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Ok, so let me get this straight. You're worried you don't care enough about others? You're punishing yourself by feeling this way? Ok, so first of all I wouldn't worry. You obviously care a little, otherwise you wouldn't be pushing others away to not harm them. And you say you've been through therapy? Does that mean something bad happened to you in the past? That could explain your trust issues. You should try helping a homeless person or an animal shelter or something like that. You'll feel good about yourself, and want to do more. Not everyone is in love with their entire family. There's lots out there other than that. Maybe you'll find a significant other some day. I wouldn't give up!