Bad things.............?!
Question: Bad things.............?
I want to become addicted to drugs i want to break a bone or go into a coma ( no long than like 2 weeks though) or anything like that.
I know this is going to sound extremly shallow i am embarassed to even say it but i want someone to care for me someone that i know will be upset if any of these things happen to me, someone where if im in trouble they'll come and help me and save me from the situation.
I am not asking you to say sorry i just want to know if there is anyone else who has thoughts like these
It probably sounds like i am such a snob and stuff and i am sorry i dont want to think like this i really dont honest my parents ignore me and tell me constantly im ruining the family i just want to know someone would affected if anything happened to me
Answers:
your not the only one dont worry, we all want people to care.. iv had talks with my friends where weve laughed about how we want to die and see who comes to our funeral and then come back to life, im also a doorman which is a very dangerous job and i sometimes imagine that i will get into a fight with the wrong drunk and get myself stabbed, just because i want to see who cares... everyone has this feeling however depending how deprived you are of attention and love it could be more prominent for you
good luck hope this helps
It sounds like your parents' indifference and hurtful comments are starting to screw you up a bit. I think the answer is for you to get wrapped up in your friends, and if you don't have many, than you should make some more. By being a giving person to them, they will be there for you in a way that you can't depend on your family for.