I want a do over in my life URGENT !!!?!

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There are and is a lot of help out here for you. I think your idea about 'starting over' , and taking the time you need to yourself is a good one, as long as you don't isolate yourself and begin staying away from people who are supporting you . So I would say, limit your 'personal' time to maximum a few hours a day.
Here are some great sites and I have to say, that at 13, you may feel better if you can get to a doctor like these to help you test and balance your hormones, which could be contributing a lot to how you are feeling if they are out of balance. So ask for that, and not from an obgyn who is not trained in doing this. thehallcenter.com feelingfff.com canaryclub.org Hormones control our bodies, moods, and growth.
You could also call a 'compounding' pharmacy and ask them what doctors in your area test and balance hormones in a natural way.
startstrongteens.org giverespect.org loveisnotabuse.com teenrelationships.com girlsinc.org doublesunrise.com are a few sites that are supportive and helpful
It is important that you bring positive people and role models , mentors into your life.
It is important that you have adults that are worthy of trust around you to ask questions and seek support as you need it.
Here is the best, easiest, fastest type therapy I know of that actually works, so I would say find a therapist to work with also. eftmastersworldwide.com

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It seems that you suffer from depression.
You are already doing therapy, so don't stress, it seems like you are already turning your life around. :)

It is a very good idea to try and work on urself although u cant do it alone it would be easier if u had someone to just help u out

Good for you for being in therapy. Its a really good thing to do for yourself and your life. I think your ideas are GREAT. Another thing you would probably have fun doing is making a scrapbook of things you like, pictures of yourself and of people you love. Write a list of things you like to do and hang it on your wall. A good website to go to would be lds.org. It will give you some thoughts about God. A short walk outside is always refreshing too. Relax and have a good time.

Girl u have your whole life ahead of you. Dont worry about anything you are a young and im sure a very beautiful girl. Everyone goes through this at some point. You need to put youself in activities that makes you feel better about yourself. If you wanna dance...then dance! Im sure youd kick butt at it. Im sure youd b an awsome artist as well. Things will get better. U have too many years to live a wonderful life to think about ending it after only thirteen years. Try going to church a few times a week. Get involved in their activities. U can find many things to help you Learn who you are and to love yourself. Write a journal everyday on how your feeling and read it the next day and try to better yourself one day at a time. I kno u can do it. Redo your room or wordrobe. Wear your hair different. Change things up so you can start positive and leave the old you behind.

Let me tell you something...I've done a lot of the things you have. I kept recovering and waiting for things to get better. I kept trying to go on with life and kept on having hoping. But to be honest, i feel the same now as i did several years ago. It never gets any better. No amount of counselling or therapy or medication. Forget it all. This world and life are hell. Escape as soon as you can...
im really sorry to see another soul suffering now. Life is all about pain. To those of two thinking of having a child, dont do it, you'll be doing that child a favour...