Can people help with problems like these?!
Question: Can people help with problems like these?
Answers:
You say you have thoughts that you don't want that keep coming back?
It sounds like you have obsessive Compulsive Disorder. I would know because I have it myself and have had 'intrusive thoughts,' That's what they are called. The reason you have them is because you don't want them and in your attempt to keep them away you accidentally bring them back.
You should talk to your guardians or someone at school about getting some counseling. I went to one and it helped a LOT. Try googling OCD intrusive thoughts. It'll give you a bunch of information.
Just remember that the thoughts you have are not your desires, they are your fears. I've had thoughts about harming people close to me because I love them and it scares me so much I obsess about it.
You're not alone, and things can get better with time. I take medication and it has helped me so much. I hope this helps
OCD survivor :)