When should someone go to the hospital for an obsession with pills and suicide ?!


Question: When should someone go to the hospital for an obsession with pills and suicide ?
I am 24 years old and I'm reaching my breaking point.

I was raped in October 2009, and ever since, it's been a downward spiral. I started abusing meds from October 2009 - April 2010.. which was when I was banned from my pharmacy due to too many suicide attempts.

I am beyond suicidal. I plan out every aspect of how I want to kill myself. I want to overdose so badly. I need to feel numb. I can't cry or anything. I look fine, but I need to die. I'm not sad, depressed or anything. Just want to die.

I've attempted suicide almost 20 times.. Been admitted to the Cardiology department, Intensive care Unit and I've been in two coma's. I've been admitted to about 4 different hospitals, but I always lie my way out of there. I tell doctors what they want to hear.

I see my psychiatrist on Thursday at 3 pm but I don't know if I should go. I've only seen her twice before but I need to die. I do. I want my psychiatrist to remove the ban from the pharmacy, prescribe me Rivotril and other meds and than overdose. I want to die so badly..

I don't know what to do. Hospitals know me now, they recognize me, and the police and ambulance have been here countless times.. so I'm just stuck. I don't know what to do anymore

Answers:

You need to check yourself into a hospital that specializes in this specific stuff. A mental hospital would be the best bet because they have constant therapy sessions and trust me it does help. When I was 15, I was very depressed and was sent to the mental institution for a little bit. Not going to lie, there are some scary people in there but in the long run it does help! It'll make you such a stronger person I swear. You need to see your psychiatrist and talk to them about what you should do. You say you are not sad or depressed but you just want to die, I think that you have a wall up and you cannot see that in actuality, you are sad and depressed; no one just wants to die. I know women who have been raped and felt the same way, but they have seeked treatment in mental hospitals and I know there are groups out there for women who have been raped. Please don't try and hurt yourself, although you may feel like you have nothing to live for, just think about your family and friends and just know that you are loved by people out there.

Psychology major.



I hope you start to feel better 'Trolls make me laugh.' If you are at your breaking point and think you need to go to the hospital, then you should go to the hospital!



You dwell in the past. Look to a brighter tomorrow and find a goal to keep. Its hard to see that soon your depression will cause you to be alone, and no one wants to be with a depressed person. When I went through a divorce I was feeling the way you feel right now. I began to get out more and watch people and soon I began to talk to strangers about the weather and the price of sodas at McDonald's
and soon it didn't matter any longer that I was alone. I found inner peace and I hope you do too.




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