Am i ill or Emontionally drained?!

You've lost your best friend. And your dreams about the future. Your response is normal. If possible, I'd recommend you find a professional to discuss your loss with. That person should give you some coping strategies and ways to reframe how you think about your loss. You will find another person to love. Your life will get better. The loss you feel will give you empathy for the loss others feel in a similar situation, and that is priceless. Many docs will want to give you meds, don't do it. Force yourself to get out and about, even if it's running errands, or working in the yard, or just going through the motions. Eventually, with time, you will feel better for doing those things. You will also have time to discover other interests, hobbies, activities, etc. And that is a good thing, too. DON'T go jumping into another relationship to fill the void. You will regret it later one way or another because your judgment is off. Go ahead and cry, sleep, watch sappy love stories, whatever, but don't get self-destructive and do drugs/drink/gamble/shop with money you don't have/wanton sex. They will also make you feel worse later on. Call family or friends and have them get you up and going if you can't do it yourself. If you have isolated yourself from family because of this person, then you now have learned the value of keeping that connection. The same with friends. When I broke up from a 6 year relationship where I had left my friends behind, I found myself crying with strangers. It was very humiliating, but there was no one else. The takeaway is that in my next relationship, I kept friends close, made time for them and their needs, and when that relationship broke up 8 years later, they were there for me. Good luck. Hang in there. Take your vitamins and try to eat right, exercise exercise exercise, and you'll make it through a better person.

No, you aren't "just Emo" What the frick,dude? You are just emotionally drained. I would talk to a doctor about the tiredness.

Real Life common sense

Man up. You are just emo. You'll be fine in a few days. Go out and meet new people.

this is why people say dont date your friends !!