i want to die plezzz help me?!

first of all, keep in mind that this is not your fault and your life is worth living. now cutting yourself is very bad for you. these suicidal feelings are also very unhealthy. if you need to talk you can contact a hotline that can talk you through some of your problems (1-800-273-TALK)

You matter to your parents and family. Talk to them about this or talk to someone you highly trust. See a psychiatrist because cutting yourself would never help! Goodluck & stay alive :)

Please don't think of hurting yourself. Looks like you have the Christian cross on your avatar, so if you are a Christian. you can pray and get others to pray for you, like getting on the prayer list at church. If you aren't a born again Christian, then you need to say the salvation prayer below and seek to follow God so He can protect you from the bad thoughts. This is the Christian message ... you need to know God, your spiritual Father, then pray about your life. He can help you live a better life. God doesn't want you to hurt yourself, but to know and follow Him so you can have a good life. As God is love, life is primarily about love and relationships in order to have a rich and full life. Also, you need to know God's Son, Jesus Christ, in your life as your Lord and Savior as Jesus died on the cross as payment for our sins. Having Him with you will give you God's blessing and forgiveness, as you live God's way. We need to know and follow God in this life so we can go to heaven after we die, and so we can get God's help now. Not following God leads to hell, eternal suffering. Instead, there is an important prayer to pray to become a born again Christian. This prayer should be said with faith in God and a sincere heart:
"Dear God, I know that I am a sinful person and I don't want to be like this anymore. I know that Jesus Christ died on the cross as payment for our sins, and I want to accept Jesus Christ into my life as my Lord and Savior forever so I can receive God's forgiveness, guidance, and go to heaven after I die. Thank you, dear God, for your mercy and guidance; in Jesus' name. Amen."
After saying this prayer, you should check out a Christian church like Baptist, Catholic, Lutheran.
Also, get into their Bible study group so you can learn more about God, Jesus, and God's will for your life. The Bible is God's instruction book about how to live a God-honoring life so you can go to heaven after you die. The church can also get you baptized and prayed for. You can pray for yourself daily too. God guide your life.
If you want to call someone to get free prayer, in the USA there is the Billy Graham Evangelical Association toll-free at 1-877-247-2426 day and night.