Will i ever be a balanced person?!
Question: Will i ever be a balanced person?
I have been done bad things to people and good things for people but none of it satisfies me and i feel completely disconnected from the world. I engage in some risky and extremely odd and disgusting behaviours to try and get some sort kick out of life but the satisfaction is temporary.
I think the best thing i can do i accept that this will be a permanent reality for me?
Answers:
No.
the fact that you take the time to stop and take a look at your self that says a lot
meaning you don't like some of the things you see and willing to make a change or clean you what you can you are on the right path to greatness .
something tells me that you are looking back because you say i accept you dont have to accept things that you can change .
the ball is in your hands only you have the keys to unlock the door .
so go ahead unlock the door to balance and dont look back.
You can never be balanced if your hot dog curves to one side. That side will ALWAYS weigh more
go to a professional, you dont have to suffer
no u dont.
If your not happy, then do something about it. We, as individuals, make our own lives and our own decisions. We are responsible for what we do in life, whether we choose for it to be an unsatisfactory one or an enjoyable one. Learning at an early age doesn't always comprise for the excuse of how someone turns out. If someone learns unpleasant ways at a young age, it is their choice as they become an adult to make the choice of changing their ways. Yes it's hard, but if you want something desperately, you have the determination to meet the needs.
It is possible for you to become a balanced person. But, you have to sacrifice. We all make mistakes, and for you to become a balanced person, you need to learn from your mistakes, and start to make the right choices.
'' I engage in some risky and extremely odd and disgusting behaviours''. What makes you want to do so? You even said yourself, ''the satisfaction is temporary.''
NEVER accept something if it doesn't make you happy. If this isn't the life you want, then do something about it. Don't accept that it's a permanent reality for you, it isn't. That is your perception because of your current situation. Read between the lines of life.
Life is a balance. Think about life as scales. To become balanced, all that you have done wrong, and are doing wrong, stop. Make up for the equality by doing good in your life. Improve your ways. Take up things that interest you. Be good to those around you, don't take stupidity as your last resort to make life ''exciting'', it isn't going to work, and even so.. it will only be temporary.
The best of luck to you.