What do u think about my life?!

I would give you a hug if I could. Honestly. There is always something better. A person you haven't met yet, a song you will write, a sunrise you will see. If you dad abuses you, tell your mom or an adult you trust. If you're afraid to directly ask an adult, ask your friends to tell someone.


And I would personally like to kick the person that stabbed you... in the balls. Even if it was a girl.

Many suicidal friends. I told a councilor and they are getting better.

Ive heard several stories like yours and im sorry to hear about your story. If I knew who you were or if you were in my neighborhood I would help.

I have heard of a lot of stories of people that have had lives like yours. There lives and attitude have changed because found something out.

There is someone that loves you more than you can imagine and when you find him, you will find joy and peace.

What I speak about is Jesus. Get to know him and I promise you something will change. Your life will be different. There are people in the Bible like Job and Joseph who have gone through the same stuff your going through.

Go seek help. Go to a christian church and seek Jesus.

I know i might get a lot of thumbs down comments on this but what I say comes from my own personal experience. I just want to help you.

God Bless

personal experiences

One problem at a time. When life is a *****, it can suck to take on everything that's on our plate. I try not to be religious, but you're still here for a reason. Maybe your purpose isn't fulfilled just yet. Go with it. I tried to off myself twice already and it hasn't happened yet. Your life seems difficult because it's your life and your pain. Each of our life's is the hardest because we are the ones that feel the pain. I hope the best for you. You'll be in my prayers. God bless.

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Umm you get a coma when your whole body is in a cast(body cast) and your brain turns the body off tondo dramastic healing

Thats terrible, people doing that to a emo is worst than a monster!!!

I think your life is important and I think you should live it the best you can. Other people will pull you down and they can hurt you with words as much as you hurt yourself by cutting and suicide attempts. But you can not let them! You pass by and show them your leg healed perfectly!
Don't worry that they disrespect you, they don't even like themselves! If they were truly happy, being nice would come naturally.
Your father may not be able to treat you the way a Dad should. If he beats you, tell someone you trust and get help - call the police if you feel you need to get out.
You need to stop cutting. If they stabbed you and put you in a coma, that was their decision to add pain. Don't punish yourself even more by cutting! Treat your body with RESPECT and EXERCISE INSTEAD! So what if they call you an "emo" because labels are only that - just stickers you can take off any time you want. Labels mean nothing. You are sooooo much more than any ONE name. You can't be described by any stupid word. We all are complex, we have feelings and emotions. Anyone who doesn't feel emotions has the problem! But that is ok - live and let live. I have known 5 people who committed suicide in my lifetime so far. One was my cousin who was molested by her father. I was also abused and have been in extremely dark places but I am rising out it as best as I know how. Another suicide was a "black" (LABEL!) boy whose father beat him. Another was a Vietnam war vet who saw way too much violence. ANY VIOLENCE IS TOO MUCH! Another was a "white" (LABEL!) boy who was afraid?or ashamed?he was gay. Another was a co-worker who was also gay. Your friends or mine, suicide is a waste and should never be an option. The people left behind are left hopeless feeling cheated and alone. WE MISS THEM!
You have friends who will feel like they could have helped you but you never let them. You will make them feel as alone as you felt after they left. They left way too soon. There is nothing wrong with any of us - we are souls struggling to learn love in a confused maze of decisions. Unfortunately, people who should care about us-don't. But you will meet many people who will care about you because they WANT to. Your dad should show you love and protection but he doesn't know how. Make the choice now to take care of yourself because you are the only one who can. Decide now to leave your past behind and move forward with a good heart and hope that all people (including myself) can learn to be less judgemental of others and of ourselves. Sometimes we are our own worst critic and we can bring ourselves down. We have to stop the sadness!
Don't do anything to hurt anyone else and don't hurt yourself. You are so valuable and you can find your own way to forgive these people who call you names. But more importantly, you need to see yourself as special. You are powerful because you are a creator. Create the life you want by making smart decisions. It will be up to you to take care of yourself but you can do it! I know your life is only hard now because you have a lot of people to help in your future. Sensitivity, empathy and perserverence will get you a nice degree and career as a psychiatrist (which I am not but I have lived more than books can teach so I try in my tiny ways!). You may want to think about using your understanding of pain to ease the hearts of others who suffer, like you have. You can get PAID to give advice because of the college degree! Maybe be a school counselor or therapist for people your age now so you can help them get through the horrible things they have endured. Concentrate on school, get yourself into a good college (talk to your school counselor to help you with scholarships) and you can be anything you decide to be. The ones that make fun of you- they will most likely end up in jail for hurting someone and getting caught. Or they will end up in your office saying "Help, tell me how to fix my mean self, Doc"!