17yrs old - Am i depressed?!
Question: 17yrs old - Am i depressed?
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Nothing in there helps describe anything to do with depression.
As much as I can say to this.
1. You seem to not see a big picture about life. You are bummed out that you don't play in a band, find a way to play in your own band if you can't find anyone (get creative with what you can start with).
2. You get agitated on the phone, sometimes we can't help getting agitated but it is more about controlling your mentality the best you can, calm yourself (take a good breath, clear your head).
3. What is the point? You are you're own point. You have a passion for something to do and that is all you'll ever need (everyone has a passion for something). You most likely feel empty because you aren't doing what you want to do (you don't have any goals), do it. You have the capability now to do something with any hobby.
Try performing with what you have and expert it. Once you have it then you can do what you want with it (important to do something otherwise you are feeding into a negative behavior of procrastination aka "what's the point?" disease).
you could be rejecting those at home, not wanting to be apart of them, maybe you feel they are expecting too much from you or they are ahead of you, don't let it get you down just do the things that you know you will enjoy and go easy with family members, they mean well but sometimes their comments don't sound the way you would like
www.4chan.org will cheer you up :)
i know how it feels, my dad cheats on my mom everyday, even though my mom knows, she can't do anything about it, until my sister and i leave for college (she doesn't want to get a divorce when she still has kids in the house). I hated my family, they always keep in such misery that i didnt even have the confidence to do my school work, cause they kept me so depressed. I relied mostly on my friends, and god (going to church every sunday), and exercising, eating right, and a hobbie like traveling (doesn't even have to be another state, another town). I know now that my goal is try to be happier, smile even though you dont feel like smiling, and make my baby's life way better than mine. Aim for a hobbie, a goal that will make you happier, that you think you can reach.