Do you ever feel like your worthless?!
Question: Do you ever feel like your worthless?
I feel sad because I'm 18, no matter how hard I look for a job I can't get one.
I still live with my mom and I can't even help pay the bills because I don't have a job.
I don't even want to go into college for what I want to do because I suck at what I do.
And most people don't even like me. They haven't told me but I know this.
I just feel so stupid and worthless, I don't even see the point in carrying on my life but I would never attempt suicide again. I just feel worthless but at the same time I'm so tired of feeling this way.
Answers:
I totally understand where you're coming from, i'm almost 17, currently on 100mg of sertraline for depression, anxieties, and obsessive compulsive disorder (which has not made the slightest of a difference). I'm looking for a job too, while trying to study. My family has no income anymore, as my dad can no longer work due to ill health. I want to try to support my family, but i'm struggling mentally myself. No matter how many times my friends tell me that i help them, i never believe them. Listening to you, i am sure that your friends really do care for you, you sound like an amazing person, and caring! Everyone needs time to find their true calling in life, if you keep trying, then i'm sure someone will notice a true spark and talent in you!
Please, get help, i don't know which country you live in, so i don't know how easy it is to get access to health care. But if it is possible and you have not already done so, i would go to a care centre that particularly focuses on mental health issues. It sounds daunting, but i find talking to my psychologist and psychiatrist helps me through the week.
You are not worthless, i believe you have much potential and i am sure your friends find you amazing. Let someone know how you're feeling, but someone you trust.
Good luck, hope you feel better soon. Sophie Xx
My Head and experiences.
meds made me feel and act like a Pussy so I don't take them no more and now I feel free and good about myself like I hadn't in a long while, and as for u feeling worthless i could 2 but instead I don't cuz if you feel worhtless bout ur self imagine how society will look at u, u probably can't get a job cuz of the way you present urself, have more pride keep ur head up