Why im I so horrible and boring?!?!

Sometimes the best thing to do is to start small. There's so much you could try, I'm not sure if you wear makeup or nail polish or anything... I used to dress very plain, mostly because I couldn't afford anything, but I've grown out of it little by little. Depending on your budget, I know RUE 21 and Deb stores have AMAZING sales all the time. Like $3-$5 shirts and $5-$10 jeans. Maybe save a little money and go out shopping. Also, you can buy some fun makeup. EBay has some awesome makeup available. Try searching 180 eye shadow and look at the nice pallets they have. There's all kinds of colors you can play with. Walmart has some nice nail polish or go to a dollar tree store. they get the shelf pulls of things like covergirl nail polish that's usually $7 and you can get 1 or 2 for a $1. I know I sound cheap but if you want to experiment and have fun, try starting cheap and working first on appearance. I know that shounds shallow but sometimes it's super fun to just play dress up in your room.

You can also try spending some time away from the computer and maybe start hanging out with family or sibling if you don't have many friends right now. It's never too late to change. When it comes time for your senior pictures, get some cheap ones made and be sure to give everyone cards and pictures and be nice. Sometimes being nice is enough. If people aren't interested, then they suck anyway. If it's too late to worry about your highschool, start spending some time working on College apps and a whole new world will open up! But seriously... if you're planning things... I don't know if you drive or not, but you could go to a movie. Don't necessarily have to plan a structured day, just get a little $$ together and try some things. I dont know if I'm helping... but start small and work big. I used to be like this... sometimes I still enjoy time to myself, that's normal because you sound a little introverted. If you're naturally and introvert, you can't force yourself to be an extrovert but you can sure fake it. If you need tips, you can always buy a nice self help book, amazon & ebay have lots of goodies, or Google "Things to do to be girlie" or "things to do to break bad habits" or even "how to follow through with my plans" "planning into action" etc. hope this helps!

Just making some suggestions. Hope they help some!

then stop complaining and get creative!

None is boring, stop putting yrself down! we all put things off, i do it too,we all do, put things off til later.. but to get anywhere you just have to do it! dont think just do, get up and do it, its hard but once u have done it once it gets easier.. join a hobby group, get a pet - that makes you feel happier, take up a sport, learn something new, smile more and talk to some new ppl at school, get a new haircut, buy that item of clothing that you always wanted to, but... if you are feeling really depressed you may want to talk to someone about it, school counsellor or therapist maybe, laziness is human, but you have to try to overcome it, get up and go..small steps at a time start with one thing, a new haircut or clothes or hobby.

im in the same situation, all though i open up to my friends, i too, dress very dull, i dont care about my appearence, everything just doesnt matter to me, most things at least. and i dont know why, i get depressed easily, but do nothing about anything i dont like about myself. i dont know if its yourcase, but in my case im self conscious about myself, i feel if i wear dull clothes no one will notice me, i feel more comfortable in myself. i hate school because i hate talking to people. ive been dealing these for awhile but i came to the realization that its all part of depression, not caring, not wanting to do anything, it all comes with it. im not saying your crazy but you could try getting on medication for depression, thats very normal now and days. and from experience it does help. if not medication try working out, i know its going to be hard to get yourself to do that, but i promise you, you will feel like 40 times better if you did. and think positive. dont let your self get you down

i dont have a good answer but i wanted to let u know i am the same way i plan all this stuff but when the time cums to do it i change my mind and it ppisses me off cuz afterwards i cuzz myself out cuz i should have done it and i never remember cuzzing myself out cuz i keep repeating it over and over its feels like to much work at the time and i am afriad that it would blow up in my face even if i did do it everything else does y do i deserve to have fun and i know thats sound stupid but thats what stuck

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