Am I crazy, probably, I just don't know what to do?!

I actually agree with you. If this is what is going to make you feel complete in the end, like you've actually gone through it all, then yes. Go through with this plan, it's better than actually following through with a suicide attempt.

Wanting to get better, knowing that you have a problem, doesn't make you crazy. Go to the hospital. Say that you feel suicidal and you really want help, and they will try to help you. It will be a tough time, but you can get through it. I hope that you will become well soon.

i dont think your crazy if your able to think like that and know whats best for yourself. you should take all the steps to get yourself better cuz you will feel better and its a great idea :)

you are the way you choose to be...

i dont think you are crazy. you just need to get some help. talk to a councelor either a professional like in a hospital that knows all about what your going through, or even your school guidance councelor. dont keep this inside. talk to your parents if you need to...or if you can. just know that you dont need to be admitted to start out fresh. its a mind thing...if you tell yourself to start fresh and you are willing and ready to do it...it will make the whole thing much easier. good luck and talk it out with someone. you can even go to the doctor and tell them how you are feeling and they will point you in the right direction to get help

Many people, specially teenagers, are suffering from depression, an eating disorder, panic attacks, cutting.....ON THEIR OWN. You will be surprised at how many have not said anything to anyone for fear of being rejected, made fun of, or other people think that they are weird.

I was once one of those teenagers. I went through depression for 4 years. And I was able to overcome it. It was a really hard road....but it's possible to overcome.

After reading many questions here on Yahoo!Answers I decided I wanted to help collectively and personally to as many as those people I could. I decided to create a blog to share my experiences and trials with every teenager that I can possibly show it to. As well, all the opportunities to contact me are open.

If you or anyone you know is suffering from this and is in their teenage years...dont let them go through it alone. It's the worst situation they can be in. I was there. Send them the link to contact me or to see the blog.

Know That I care <3

http://lifeoutloudinsilence.blogspot.com

I went through it too, I know what it's like. Please dont go through this alone. I would love to talk to you if you want to :)