I can never be happy?!

It sounds like you have a lot going for you... especially compared to a lot of people asking about how to be happy... and it is good that you know what you have and appreciate it. It is good that you workout and take care of yourself still and hang out with your friends and pray. Do you feel like you can be yourself around people or do you feel like you have to be what everyone else wants you to be? Sometimes feeling like you can't be who you really are around people makes you want to stay away from them and feel unhappy. Maybe you need new friends? Do you volunteer? Maybe you can try and volunteer with the church or some other organization that needs your help? There are so many organizations that need you. Death isn't something to look forward to and I would agree with the first guy and really go out and try new things!

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Do fun things! Do scary things! Do EXCITING things! Anything you pass by that is somewhat exciting, try to do it! You only have 1 life. Use it right :)


What I mean is... Just try to live your life to the fullest. Really TRY to get out more. Take all oppurtunities to go out or go somewhere....whatever! Don't think about dying. Maybe if you want you can take medication because it really helps and you don't want to go...

you have everything, yet nothing.
I would guess you have questions without answers, and something missing. I'm not sure, honestly.
Depression? If you ever find out , let me know. I have a friend in the exact same situation..minus the working out and God.
But believing in God, that's a great start (:

Talk to God before you go to bed and when you wake up. Go to church every Sunday. Think about how he saved us and wiped away our sins and how he loves you. You are not alone, just think positive. I have related issues and prayer helps me instantly.

you might just have depression and you need to do something really fun or something that you could do that is great without being at the gym or computers

We are placed here on earth with these feeling of depresstion, anger, hurt and many more to be tested. We are not going to stay here forever, so live in the moment with god by your side and pray. Not only pray but thank god for what he has given you. You may think that your life is one not worthy of thankfulness but think about the others with no homes and no ability no cry because there dead parents told them they can't go someplace. Every day is a day worth living live it all leave no stone untured because at the end we will be returing to then only on worth of worship, God. Don't exculde your self from friends and family talk to them, they are what will get you though the rough patchs. Your are gods paint brush do your part in making his masterpiece.