Depression is Gone but I Don't Know What's Wrong Now?!


Question: Depression is Gone but I Don't Know What's Wrong Now?
So here's what happened to me in chronological order. First I was horribly depressed at the beginning of autumn and it lasted for three or four months, then it started to be very on and off until the week after Christmas were I almost attempted suicide (like I remember sobbing in my bed and wanting to stab the pain out of my chest), unlike where I think about killing myself I had experienced two or three more time where I actually really thought I would, then after that I no longer felt that sad anymore and I thought I wasn't depressed but then started seeing things that weren't there (like three little bugs crawling on the floor, or a black cat with no face details, or twinkling stars in an empty sky, or people in empty cars. It was really scary), then I stopped seeing things and I was like majorly depressed for three days (which is weird because i know depression doesn't just last for three days, but it came out of nowhere, for no reason and I felt like nothing could make me happy and I felt so bad I couldn't even barely get out of bed.), then after the three days I had a great weekend and now am no longer depressed feeling, but now I have been having heart palpitations (I think that's what it's called) like I feel like my heart is pounding in my chest and it's really freaky, like sometimes it happens for no reason and others there is a reason. Like I get dizzy and I feel like this horrible feeling of worry and fear (it's made me cry I've gotten so freaked out).
Oh and I'm only fourteen, but I've never talked to a doctor about this or taken any medications. But I do things that I really weird and I end up hurting myself a lot. And while I was seeing things I still had the symptoms for depression, but I didn't feel so sad. Like I was crying almost every day and feeling horribly guilty and lots of anxiety, etc. But I didn't really feel sad.
I don't know if I should talk to a doctor?
Am I getting better or worse?
Could this be something?

I'm not trying to self-diagnose I just want to know my risks and if I should talk to someone about it, thank you!

Answers:

Absolutely talk to a doctor NOW!




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