Suicide help please...?!
Question: Suicide help please...?
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The past few months I`ve had some suicidal thoughts, and a fight with my mom today set off the thoughts again. I need help. I don`t see the point of life anymore. I`m just a teenager & I`ve been through more than a 3O year old person.
The only reason stopping me from committing suicide is Jesus, my friends and my family. I know it`s a sin to kill yourself, so I could go to hell for it. Which I don`t want to. With all I`ve been through, I deserve to go to Heaven.
I never really had a childhood, and now I just don`t see the point of life when all these bad things keep happening to me.
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MY QUESTION: DOES ANYONE have any advice? Websites that could help me get through this? Hotlines? I heard about the suicide hotline, but do you think they would get my address from my phone # and call my parents? ugh. I just don`t know. Please help.
Answers:
I used to have those same thoughts also and I too went through a great deal as a child and felt like my life was worthless and there was no reason for me to be here and I believed nobody would miss me anyway.....WRONG!!!! You are young and dealing with a crap load of emotions right now and with school friends and parents life is a grab bag you never know what's gonna come out next! So now is the time to be proactive with yourself and if you are able find an activity that you are good at or start something you've been wanting to try. Volunteer your time at an animal shelter or a church or school with younger kids and be a mentor. It sounds crazy because you have your own issues but the best way to help yourself is to be a blessing to other people. You believe in GOD and the fact that suicide is a sin and I didn't want to go to hell was a big factor as well as something in me telling me that it's not my time. GOD put you on this earth for a special purpose all the pain and difficulties you are going through can be used to reach out to others in your situation and allow them a way to see the light. You have to be the example of letting GOD work in your life and show that although i went through a lot of bs i made it through and I am strong and loved by Jesus nobody can take his love away from you and as long as you know HE loves you and only wants the best for you no one can stop you but their will be obstacles because the devil doesn't want you to succeed so look at the situations as tests and learning experiences on how to deal with the world because life does not get any easier as you grow up I think its making more conscience decisions and thinking of more than just yourself. I hope you realize that you are beautiful and no matter what happens it's not forever and the rainbow will come.
Please don't do anything crazy. Where there is life there is hope. Don't give up things will get better. I promise. I know how you feel, I think everyone must feel low now and then, the thing is instead of giving up say to yourself I am going to change something in my life and make it better. You are still very young. Your life is going to change, I promise you. Get control of your life. Call the suicide hotline it is anonymous. Call information for the 800 number. Don't give up!!
if you were dead, how would the people who love you REALLY feel? I have been there many times and let me tell you can't base your life on what is happening right now. Life always changes. Push through with who you are as a person and stay that person forever hun.
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please go through the RTMS therapy
Don't worry, a lot of teenagers have these thoughts because this stage of your life is extremely stressful! You're still trying to figure out who you are, conflicts with parents and no control.. don't worry when you're 18 life will be a lot more fun. I work in a psychiatric hospital working on the adolescent unit and you should look online to find one in your area and try to get admitted for help. I have felt all of the feelings you have felt at your age but things do get better just hang in there! You could call the toll free hotline of the national alliance on mental illness (703) 524-7600 where someone would be glad to talk to you about what you're feeling and your problems. Your call may be transferred to the local NAMI in your state/area. No hotlines record your number and address, it's completely confidential so don't worry about that. Good luck, take care of yourself, and just hang on to hope that things will definitely get better for you.
Graduate student/ mental health counselor