What is wrong with me? I have become very attached to my ex-supervisor who treat!
Question: What is wrong with me? I have become very attached to my ex-supervisor who treated me badly?
Even though he is really cruel to me. I really feel so sad that he doesn't like me and even though I have now left the job I try to be friends with him, but he is such an angry person. For some reason that makes me like him more. I feel so screwed up. I was abused as a child and I worry that this is some bad attachment problem from my childhood. I am almost obsessed with this guy and what he thinks about me and I am distraught and suicidal over the fact that he doesn't like me and liked everyone else at our work besides me. I was his intern and was about 25 and he was 40 when we worked together and he dated the other interns, but ignored me. I didn't want to date him, but I just wanted him to recognise me as a person. I was there for six months and he gave me no work, I just got work from other interns. I felt invisible and now because of that I am somehow obsessed with him. I don't know if I am just jealous that he dated all the other interns, or if I have a problem.
Answers:
low self esteem...