Why am I always questioning everything and looking for answers for things that r!
Question: Why am I always questioning everything and looking for answers for things that really dont matter at all?
Hi everybody,
Before i attempt and explain anything im just going to let you all know theres a lot to this question, and im not really sure how to put 90% of it into words. please forgive me if anything seems unclear
For the past 3 years of my life, I have began to analyze things and question them like a supercomputer. I am always constantly looking for answers tho things and i have been self analytical psychology to overthink and evaluate nearly everything that I either dont understand, or am intrigued to see from another perspective. My conclusions are usually very abstract and fall along the lines of "The reason why geometry is said to be a logic and proof course taught through geometry is because we are learning about the logic and fundamentals of reality through a conceptual outlet- shapes and figures." I am always highly confident in my conclusions and they are often used to aid me in solving for other problems. I never share this with anyone even though it happens 24/7- It feels too awkward to share a problem that seems so highly individualistic with other people. I'm a naturally self conscious person and I dont want to be known as a weirdo. Whenever I'm not justifying or analyzing things in my head i am listening to those around me for new ideas to contemplate. It has honestly gotten to the point where I think i have some sort of mental disorder.
Another aspect / complication that comes with this activity of mine, is that I have used this to analyze my past and why my personalities have changed o much over the years. I went from a crazy spastic immature yet popular/ "cool" kid to an overthinking, theoretical, analytical introvert, and I have done nothing but form theories with myself throughout my day trying to answer, "why?"
The worst thing is, this has grown worse with age, and It has now gotten to the point where I'm questioning literally everything about myself- theories explaining all of my lifelong doubts, questions... i dont really know how to put it, but its starting to worry me.
If youre wondering what type of person I am, im an averagely smart, prodigious musician. and no I'm far from full of myself. Im brutally honest, I have low self esteem, and I'm harsh on everyone- including myself. I have also had a slightly spiritual (some say) aspect to my thinking. Im an individual and i conceptualize things differently.
Basically my question is, is this normal? Why am i doing this? Is this normal?Is this entire entry worth nothing more than a good laugh at? Do i have a mental disorder?
I'm really curious to know and im sick of living everyday like there's some puzzle in my head that needs to be unwravled.
Thank you
Before i attempt and explain anything im just going to let you all know theres a lot to this question, and im not really sure how to put 90% of it into words. please forgive me if anything seems unclear
For the past 3 years of my life, I have began to analyze things and question them like a supercomputer. I am always constantly looking for answers tho things and i have been self analytical psychology to overthink and evaluate nearly everything that I either dont understand, or am intrigued to see from another perspective. My conclusions are usually very abstract and fall along the lines of "The reason why geometry is said to be a logic and proof course taught through geometry is because we are learning about the logic and fundamentals of reality through a conceptual outlet- shapes and figures." I am always highly confident in my conclusions and they are often used to aid me in solving for other problems. I never share this with anyone even though it happens 24/7- It feels too awkward to share a problem that seems so highly individualistic with other people. I'm a naturally self conscious person and I dont want to be known as a weirdo. Whenever I'm not justifying or analyzing things in my head i am listening to those around me for new ideas to contemplate. It has honestly gotten to the point where I think i have some sort of mental disorder.
Another aspect / complication that comes with this activity of mine, is that I have used this to analyze my past and why my personalities have changed o much over the years. I went from a crazy spastic immature yet popular/ "cool" kid to an overthinking, theoretical, analytical introvert, and I have done nothing but form theories with myself throughout my day trying to answer, "why?"
The worst thing is, this has grown worse with age, and It has now gotten to the point where I'm questioning literally everything about myself- theories explaining all of my lifelong doubts, questions... i dont really know how to put it, but its starting to worry me.
If youre wondering what type of person I am, im an averagely smart, prodigious musician. and no I'm far from full of myself. Im brutally honest, I have low self esteem, and I'm harsh on everyone- including myself. I have also had a slightly spiritual (some say) aspect to my thinking. Im an individual and i conceptualize things differently.
Basically my question is, is this normal? Why am i doing this? Is this normal?Is this entire entry worth nothing more than a good laugh at? Do i have a mental disorder?
I'm really curious to know and im sick of living everyday like there's some puzzle in my head that needs to be unwravled.
Thank you
Answers:
I think psychedelics would benefit you tremendously
Yeah it's normal
Our human brain is a very complex organ