Uh... problems. Help?!


Question: Uh... problems. Help?
Okay, so some people have told me that i have problems. I mean, it's true, but i don't know, what do you think?

Okay, so basically most of the time at school i am extremely loud, running about, laughing with my friends. They kind of follow me round, but i am kind of paranoid they don't really like me. I mean i make up really strange conversations and am a bit morbid. I am also a bit too bossy. But i feel like i have to be over the top and mad all the time so that i get attention. I seriously crave attention. Then in some lessons or at some times i just don't talk to people and i spend a lot of time doing detail drawings and reading alone. I also get very angry at people and have very strong opinions.

I also cut myself, i don't really know why and my friend that knows doesn't understand about it. I cut my arm. I like the look of the blood and the scars. I don't want people to know about it. I also talk about suicide methods alot. I tried to overdose on pills once... it failed. I never told anyone about that. My parents just thought i was ill.

I also lie. Alot. I tell lies about evrything and to everyone. I hate authority, i hate people bossing me about and yeah...
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sometimes i just feel so depressed and yeah i feel most of the time outside of school like i ould rather be by myself reading or drawing and listening to music. At school i hate having to be alone at some point snad then i would way rather no-one talked to me.

Uh... i don't undertand.
why?
Help.
please.

I also cut myself

Answers:

... Surprisingly I seem to be experiencing a quite similar thing.

for me what has happened was some people who considered themselves me friends told their teacher their suspicions about my 'accidental' scratches, I ended up having to speak to someone about it... it wasn't even a councillor, it was my head or year... i lied and said i was just trying it out but it made me angry that she wanted to check the scratches for infection... but anyway that is something you should try to avoid (getting caught).

this is my advice:

- try getting a fresh start with new friends
- think about what may be troubling you (if you have no idea)
- find someone you trust to tell this to

good luck, and please don't kill yourself: xx

experience



It could just be a phase of life, but you should always have someone to dscuss your ssues wth. You aren't a freak ;) You are just a teen, and it causes those kind of angsty feelings and mixed up motivatons. If you are a Christian, pray alot more about it. But you always should have someone to talk to about everything, no matter what.



i think u suffer from depression and the need to cut urself stems from the constant attention whoring... y is it so important to u what everyone else thinks? see a professional, and tell them what u just wrote...



I kind of know where you are coming from with a lot of the things you say... except the cutting.

Do you think it's something to do with 'owning your own life/body'?

Know this... life can be gruesome at times... but it doesn't stay that way.

There are always good days to be had. When they happen, enjoy them and savour the memory.




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