Okay.. so i cut and well now i thought i could trust me friend but...?!


Question: Okay.. so i cut and well now i thought i could trust me friend but...?
I am a 13 year old girl and I have been cutting for about... a year, maybe less?
I don't really know why i do it. It makes me feel better, an outlet for my emotions and well i like the blood.

I don't want any ******* lectures on why i shouldn't cut. I am not an idiot.

But a couple of the people in my year have seen the scars and yeah some just react really badly and say it's gross and call me an emo (which i effing hate, stupid ignorant bitches)
I told one of my closest friends about it (she used to be closer to her, but yeahh not as much anymore) and a first she was really supportive and she told me to stop cutting and that i shouldn't do it.
Then in early December i tried to overdose on sleeping pills (and failed) But yeahh i told her about this, even though we're not that close anymore. I also had more scars and stuff... and she was trying to tell me about why i do it and loads of bullshit.
She recently saw more cuts on my arm and just slapped me and told me i can't do it and that i should stop attention seeking and then started saying how i loved the limelight.
It made me so mad at her... but i said nothing to her.
I will admit i do attention-seek sometimes, but not with cutting, that would be really ****** up and i wouldn't do that. I hate people knowing, i hate the way they treat me.

She also tells me stuff like how i think that i am different but i am not.
And that my mind was simple and that i was boring... i felt like ******* killing her.
She doesn't understand anything about me and she mates me feel even more like cutting.

Why?
Why the hell does she do this?
She is supposed to be my friend?

ahhhhhh.

Answers:

Hey MyImaginaryFriend.

just thought I'd let you know i figured out how to the the blades out of a razor, I know you wanted to know

i used clippers and stuck the little clippy part under the bottom blade and snipped. I kept on doing this untill I was right through the blade. Then you need to auctually grab the little blade with your fingers and pry it off bc its stuck to the razor head itself. It makes it all crumpled and beat up, but its still pretty affective. also, it tears up your fingers and nails like a motherfuc*er and it looks pretty bad, so be careful.

thats what the finished product looks like :)

http://pulse.yahoo.com/_CJEUW3F3FCXIFPIT6SMHJWJ3GE/album/photos/390320



listen, you need to relax. Also, sounds like you need someone to talk with. Just try to find someone who understands you and appreciates you for who you are.

What I have done to deal with my depressive phase.



You are in some kind of fogginess. Get away from this cutting thing. It needs to end its own self. Please try to help your mind not do this. There are other ways of finding release.



That's what my friend did too. They really probably just don't understand.



That's why you don't tell people or do it in noticeable places. You brought this on yourself, kid. You did it right on your forearms like every other retarded 13-year-old who subconsciously wants them to be seen. Fact: If you didn't want them to be known or seen, you wouldn't have told your friend (about anything, including the "overdose," which I'd bet money was only two or three pills) and you would've done it in hidden places on your body.

Self-harmer for four years, and not one soul in my life knows to this day -- nor will they ever. It's really not that hard, kid.



She's a VERY good friend she's trying to get u to stop because she CARES okay so pay attention to her please I use to hemline u to my friend also and we regret the scars trust me years from now ur gonna think why did I do that! And how fly the scars make u (bythat I mean how u damaged urself) please just talk about it




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