Thoughts of killing myself?!


Question: Thoughts of killing myself?
IM soo ugly, and I'm also half blind. I have the biggest nose ever and I have no talents, Im not smart or cool and pretty or anything. Im just a loser and I have no friends at all. Im 18 and i did not get into university, and I have no job although I've been looking for one for 4 years. I also have a very dysfunctional family, where my grandma hates me because she thinks I steal her things. My dad is verbally abusive and I have nightmares of him killing everyone. In school, it's even worse, i am lonely and extremely shy...no teachers ever remember my name and they always ask if I'm a new student since they've never seen me before. Im extremely depressed and i feel that if i just kill myself, all of this pain will go away. I hate myself with a passion, there is nothing good about me in any way. I have a fascination with the afterlife and I just wonder what it is like on the other side....Should I just end it? I don't have anything to live for anyway, and if you were in my position, would you end it?

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There is hope:) call 1-800-SUICIDE

Think about all the stuff you'll be missing. Your still young:) think about what your family would feel like if you did. Good luck:)



Same here!
NO SADNESS OR SUICIDE AS SOLUTION!
Work hard and do for yourself. WORKS!
One day life ends anyway so play along with us!
There are lots of experience to live, good and bad are a miracle alike.
Find goals for yourself. No fairies and goldfishes but learning and achievements.
Money , independence, knowledge and other things that you can get simply just working hard. Even if you are not smarter than me:)
Find goals and life gives you everything else too.
Be strong, work hard and take it easy:)



You can't fix the past life or You can't cry over spill milk
Only God Can help you up God has help me You need The Lord as your own Jesus is my
http://www.biblebelievers.com/AllThis.ht…

Jesus Loves You So Don't let those thoughts killing you you got to forget the past it is gone



You need to talk to someone and you need someone just to listen. Call a hotline for that purpose, do it now. That's what I would do if I was you.



Enjoy your life.
you're amazing
dont let anybody make you feel different.



Nope. Call suicide hotline right away.



I don't tell you the same thing as the other said to read bible, but when I started go to monastery and communicate with people of church, I started be good again.My only problem I had and have in life is the ******* bullies.I had big problems and bigger than bullies which I overcame but bullies my ultimate fear.I am very talented I have won 26 year old guys in my mma gym(something like martial arts) and I go only 2 months.But even though I hate fighting out the ring or anything and I don't want to live with them.I would be something like a optimistic generous very good person but even if bullies don't ruin my life, I can't afford a day with bullies around me.So I fell to depression.Fortunately I didn't have suicidal thoughts but I just kept living.So you too.Take up a sport, become social, go to a specialist it's not shame, it's a whole science.They know these things.Start drawing.Forget the past.Not by forgetting it but by accept it and develop yourself and together improve it.Really, go to tennis or whatever.Life is very unfair but it's still wonderful.Search song artist and good songs and listen to them.Fortunately I have found and it's Greek songs , that's the good!!!!Go to another language to learn.Also read books.Even stories or Universe or Biology even school subjects.If you are not smart ,try and be.I am very very smart and in little ages I didn't understand why I existed in a way.I had horrible past but I kept trying.Also the biggest anyone get maybe it's because you had trouble.You say you are nothing good.If you weren't you wouldn't talk to yourself like that.Believe me.Everyone is hard to someone ,but you need to be strong.School don't taught us those things.I hope the best.Hated from everyone but still fighting not to be gone wasted!!!!



No, because there are many positives in life than negatives and you just need to find it. If you do the bad thing, it's going to hurt, and you WILL be scared. After lives are not always good. What if you end up somewhere worse? You'll have to die again, though... I'm sure you don't want that. Just explore life and have fun. Every time you come across a bad time, find the positive thing about it. Believe me, you don't want it to get worse. Hope that helped! Cheer up! :) Oh, and imagine you're the best, the boss, the leader. That'll help! :)))))))))



You should ALLWAYS love yourself for who YOU are, and not of what people think of you. Be strong. By the way being pretty isnt everything,its your personality that counts. If people dont like you they might be jelous,if someones jelous of me i find i funny because that means they want to be like me. Dont worry BE STRONG. If anyones ever nasty to you stick up for yourself and make out there comments are not making you upset, if you let people realise they are upsetting you they will do it more just to annoy you.
Good Luck ! - wish you the best for the future!

im 15 years old
92% of teens would be dead if Abercrombie & Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe. Put this in your profile if you are the 8% who would be laughing



Grab a piece of paper and write one positive thing about you down
Make a list of things to do while you are still young enough to see them through.

Once you have a game plan it will help you. You know you don't steal, you know you are important. You do not really want to kill yourself because you are asking for help. I wouldn't end it. I have had many difficulties, but I believe life is a gift. Something to enjoy, not throw away.

You know, you were given a mission on this earth. You need to see it through. And above all else, God knows your name. He knows your story. He knows your heart, your fears, your pain. And he sent his son so that you might have life. Before you work so hard to death, try really living.

I may not of had your exact experiences, but I tell you I have had my share of hurt and more. I have watched my friend die from cancer, seen the devastation that my cousins death brought...Hunny, it's not worth suicide. Live.

Luke 12:7 I encourage you to read the whole chapter so that you get thee context of the verse.



buy a Bible and start reading, let Jesus be your motivation everyday:) Its never too late
listen to the song Come Home by Luminate:)

experience




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