This problem is so friggin evil...?!


Question: This problem is so friggin evil...?
I was in way over my head, all this bad crap was happening all at once (plus I got some severe mental and physical issues) and I just couldn't handle it...seriously I had to close my eyes to answer questions because processing visual information in addition to all my life problems was too much. Before I had another mental breakdown I did something...I promised to kill myself. Suddenly 90% of the crap that was bothering me was insignificant, I could function again but the date I set to do it is approaching and even though I don't feel bad now if that day comes and I don't do it all that crap I was trying to get away from is just gonna bombard me again and I'll be in the same situation.

This is the second worst part...I can't talk about this problem with a real live person cuz they'll just have me commited and if I mention it to someone on a crisis line they are just gonna say it'll get better.

And the worst part is everybody sez you gotta get help but there is no friggin help out there. No family...no friends and the only help the mental health establishment wants to give you is help into a straight jacket

Answers:

Hey, take a deep breath. I know life is tough. I went 5years being sexually abused by my step dad. Yeah. I had to live with my rapist, for FIVE years. Well in April of this year, I told my mom finally and she took care of it. Hes currently getting charged and we are working on putting him in jail. I know all of thats besides the point. I just wanted you to know that I do know how bad life can be. I know how you can feel the need to just end it, Hell the day after Fathers Day i took several pills and tried to kill myself. I didn't succeed and I'm glad. I have way to much to live for, ME. I want to see the world and to get married and to have a life. As I'm sure you do as well. I don't want anyone committing you or putting you in a straight jacket, and its honestly not like that. Find someone you trust and open up to them. I know thats hard though, but you have to try. I don't know you personally, but I also don't want you to leave this world early. How about I give you my email, and whatever you want to talk about I'll be here? Just let me know if you want it and I'll gladly give it to you. Hey, we might even turn in to e-best friends...? Just let me know :)

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Every problem you face in your life has some significance and i no that you are reading this right now and saying bullshit. this sucks. but that day will come and even if you dont realize it down the road you are missing a million and one wonderful moments. you wont believe me now but honey, everything will get better and it is not even realistic to say that it wont. soon enough youll have one of the best days of your life. and you even said things are getting better already. pick yourself up and show yourself that you will make your life better. be your own new project. Every day try somthing new. If theres somthing you dont liek about yourself, change it. if theres somthing that depresses you to know end, get the hell out of the house and change it. you can be your own salvation. that one day will end every happy moment that has ever happened and will ever happen to you. the problems in your life, as you said, are insignificant.people do have it worse. and think about the satisfaction youll get when you turn your life around. I have complete and total faith in you. i really and truly do believe in you, i no you can do this. and if you go through with this i will deeply and truly, be upset. i really really hope i could help. <3




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