I feel like dying, and I actually want to die?!


Question: I feel like dying, and I actually want to die?
When I'm in a room with one person. It feels like only a half of me is there. And then when I'm like in a room with two people, it feels like only a quarter of me is there. And then when I'm in a room full of people, It feels as though I'm not even there. I rarely ever talk. I've been neglected about once, twice, three times. I'm not welcome here. No actually I'm not welcome anywhere. I don't even get Christmastime anymore. Nobody seems to want me. I only get about 3-4 presents at the maximum. I've built up my own world of magic, but once I'm there in my dreams, and once I'm there when I'm dreaming. I don't ever want to get back to my real life. I don't have any friends actually. I'm like the freak of the whole school. People would go around and spreading rumors about myself, telling people that I'm actually lesbian when I'm most definitely am NOT. I want it all to just go away. Like a simple flame being blow out. Don't even try and shove religion down my throat. Death is already reaching out to me. It's just around the corner. And then when I'm almost there, off that bridge I'll go. Or maybe just jump infront of a highway. I want a painless death, but at the same time I'm afraid. And I don't wanna die, but I do.

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if your in the U.S., call 1-800-273-8255
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline

You serve a purpose in this world so please don't leave:)



Sometimes i feel like that too its okay though because than I think about all the little things in life that i enjoy don't worry that you didn't get that many presents because its not about the number of gifts you get its the though that counts. Don't worry want people say about you because they will always be talking.If you ever need anyone to talk to just email me okay:)



No, you life is too precious, Death is never the option, look at your future!



Awww cmon dont be like that! No one likes suicide and it makes me sad reading about it, and i actually really wanna save your life, but here it goes. I cant help you, if your a teenager then yeah life is ganna be a /3!tch just ignore the people and find friends thru out ur neighberhood, dont give up life cause its not treating u right, when i feel like dying i always think to myself and say "love life, even if you hate it"
since EVERYONE iS lucky to be on this planet!



I have been the outsider at school and can Identify with you.

In the past kids were picked on more severely than now days. I would get pelted with rocks by everyone on the school bus. All the school bus windows were broken. There were no radios on the buses for the driver to call for help she bailed out and quit on the spot.

Sounds like your too old for the christmas fantasy.
What I did was go take a class over the summer and then started working and just did not go my senior year. Took college classes instead of high school and still walked with the class.


It was great. Everyone turned and pointed at me saying she does not belong here she did not even go to school. I had the biggest thrill saying that I work a real job at a hospital.

Have you thought of getting computer certifications? Taking small business classes through the small business adminstration. (they are free in most areas).

Church is good in that you do get out to see people, but what is better is a exercise club like at the YMCA.

Tell your parents that you feel you need to do something to increase your self esteem. Show them things that your thinking of doing and see if they volunteer to pay for it or if you need to do some babysitting.

I am 48 now. It is truly amazing how many of the popular students who were models have no teeth from meth. and became serious addicts.

The stress that you have now will make you a better employee on the job later because you will be able to tolerate stress better than the others.

I see in you someone who will be responsible and successful.
If you cannot find some type of certification that will help you get a job later email me and I will look and find you something. There will be something out there that you will like and that will make you feel better.




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