I think there is something wrong :-/?!
Question: I think there is something wrong :-/?
I do tht to.. sorta. she thinks abt killing other ppl.. i usually think abt myself dying. i usually find myself daydreaming or just thinking abt how i could die right then and there. sometimes i think tht an plane could crash into the skul and i'd die. or there was an earthquake and i got crushed my the walls and my head would be cracked and there'd be blood spilling everywhere but no-one would rly care. yeah, i would sadistic graphs and i'd mke a scene out of it. yes, i am depressed, im only 12, girl, and dont have any friends tht i can actually talk to like normal girls do with there closest friends, i dont feel comfortable talking abt my feelings with my parents, strangers (therapists, psychologists, etc), or even my closest friends. am stressed.. and now this is bothering.. is there something wrong with me? or is it just normal?
sry its so long or messed up or whatever..
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I understand how you feel. Totally. I suffer from "depression" (I don't know if it is the total thing or what, but it sure feels like it :/). I CANNOT talk to anyone how I feel, at all. I totally break down. I only have 1 girl friend, and we rarely see each other. The only other friends I have is my bestfriend (guy) and his older bro.
Thinking about yourself dying all the time is not normal. I often get suicidal thoughts, but I've never done anything to carry them through.
Try writing it down. Whatever you're feeling. It does help. Locking your feelings up for ages can mess you up sometimes, you have to release eventually. And paper is better than humans.
All I can suggest for the you dying thoughts is trying really hard to switch you're thinking. Change it to something gudd. You can do it.
And be happy knowing there are other people like you (:
Nearly 14
i THINK YOU NEED TO GET OUT MORE , dO YOU HAVE ANYFRIENDS WHO YOU CAN "HANG OUT" WITH ?