Scared of sexx, and being close x?!
Question: Scared of sexx, and being close x?
Answers:
If you were in a long-term relationship and got hurt, there would be something wrong with you if you didn't feel scared on sex! It is normal to feel feel very wary about getting too close to someone after that; it's called self-preservation.
Don't worry about having sex or physical contact until you feel comfortable. Most importantly, talk to your boyfriend about how you feel, and why. It will help you feel better if he responds positively, or may confirm your fears if he responds badly. It will also reassure him about why you act so strange when he wants to kiss you.
If you still feel this is going nowhere, I suggest asking for counselling from your GP. It sounds like your last relationship was traumatic and is adding to your anxiety disorder.
Speak to your doctor, they can probably give you something to help with the anxiety. They may even be able to send you for counselling or something to help with your sex problems.
BE CONFIDENT.
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