no self confidence...never?!


Question: No self confidence...never?
Ever since I could remember I've been shy. When I was younger I was bullied a lot about my size, then in middle school about my acne and my weight. It killed my self confidence. I'm 19 years old, and I am completely afraid of what my peers think about me (mostly that i'm gay, which i'm not). It is so bad that I've never even been to a party. I can't even talk to people at school because i'm such a little pussy *** *****. I've been in one relationship, which only lasted a few months..then I blew it. I won't even go apply for a job because I don't won't to work with people because they might make fun of me. Idk why the hell i'm this way, but i've gotten so sick of it I've contemplated suicide many times. I'd never go through with it because my family would be deviated or at least my mom would...or so she says. I have 2 friends that I hang out with, while everyone seems to have hundreds of friends not that i'm counting or anything. I just don't know what to do anymore..so i'm you. I've tried going to therapists, but all they ever do is prescribe me some ******* happy pills which I'm against taking. maybe I'm clinically depressed. Maybe I'm bipolar..I do get very mad very easily and then the next second I'm fine. help?

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my mum used to think i was a lesbian. then when i got older (i'm your age) she keeps thinking i'm pregnant. People always think thinks about others, gossip, etc...you cannot control that. What you can control is yourself though!

Don't let the people around manipulate your life! Be happy! You only live it once!

I suggest you go visit another dr and tell them about your experience. eg: you go for help but you get pills and you don't want them. try talking to them..it may help.

THere is always light at the end of the tunnel :)




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