I keep thinking about suicide. I obsess about it all the time. I want to die so !
Question: I keep thinking about suicide. I obsess about it all the time. I want to die so badly?
And I've attempted suicide in the past. And I've been on the brink of death, yet, I want to die more than anything. Doctors have told me that I am lucky to be alive. I've been in the Cardiology department, Intensive Care Unit and in two coma's.. yet it's death that I obsess about
I don't know what to do. I am not taking any meds because I've struggled with addiction and cannot be trusted with any meds. None. I will overdose on them given the chance.. I just don't know what to do anymore
Answers:
first things first, your clearly worried about your mental health state, other wise you wouldn't ask, and i suggest you get help immediately. Think about all the things you love in life, there must be some, and think about all the people that you'll leave behind, and how much they will miss you. There are also some people who would love life, but cant have it because they are terminally ill for example. I probably sound like im being very harsh to you and making you feel guilty, but you shouldn't ever want to die. Your young, you've still got so many opportunities to fill - starting your own family for one. Dint end your life when you ha vent lived it.
Call a helpline. tell anyone you trust, relatives, friends. Seek help from medical staff, doctors, or even if you work some where with a nursing department. Do anything you can. <3
I don't understand why you would want to die so bad? It may seem like it at times but you have to cherish every moment you have on this planet and be thankful everyday that you are breathing. I lost my bestfriend to cancer when she was only 14 and I know more than anything she would just wanna be alive and healthy and it kills me when I hear about people wanting to die. So please be thankful, live your life and be happy because you have so many reason to.
I feel the exact way .I have been in all those department .I want to take these pills so bad .But there always something out there .Since I feel like this I been helping people with the same feeling .It does helps by helping people with the same feeling
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Please don't kill yourself. You would devastate many people and there are millions of things in life that are yet to be enjoyed. Find something that you like, spend time with friends, meet a guy, do something exciting. Something to keeps your mind off of this.
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i can tell you one thing, that suicide isnt the answer, and never will be. please keep this in mind
it is very hard when that is the only solution you can think of but you would cause great pain to those that love you and have to deal with it.
Please go to a Psychiatrist or Psychologist and get them to get you in a program of help. You may need to be in a mental health residential program to help overcome this. There is no shame in this but you do need some real help, not someone brushing you off.
Try and think of at least one positive you have expereinced in your life in the last 12 months and use that as a focus. be a survivor.
Call National Suicide Prevention Lifeline > 1-800-273-8255
Hey my name's Natasha also! & I felt the same way from 3rd grade - 10th grade. We're like clones. Please don't kill your self! you deserve 2 live. Remember all the people you made happy, remember the laughs you had w/ them, the hugs, the happiness. Don't give that up.
It's like I said my name's Natasha, & I would like 2 save another Natasha. Natasha saving Natasha. There's a way 2 put honor in your name! Will you help my by not committing suicide?
Talk 2 a therapist or some 1 you trust. Distract you're self by helping kids, listening 2 music, doing a hobby, exercising, getting a pet or another pet, try anything. Please stay alive! Stay alive 4 your family, friends & every 1 you love. Even 4 me. Your not selfish you just need some reminders, reminders of the good times.
Please don't kill your self!
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline> 1-800-273-8255
Natasha trying to save Natasha.
Please talk to someone about this. I was scared to take medication as well but once an anti depressant is in your system, it will make you happier then you won't be thinking of things like overdosing on them. Your life is so important. Never take that away. Someone out there cares about you. Hell, I care about you! You are not alone, there is always someone to talk to about this. I went to a psychologist and he helped me so much. somedays we would talk about my depression, some days we talked about the red sox. Sometimes its just nice to be able to talk to someone who isn't going to judge you. Please don't take your life. If you ever need someone to talk to, I am always available through my yahoo email (you can find it in my profile) I won't judge because i have been down that road. Please promise me you will talk to a professional. There is only one you!!!