Suicidal thoughts. Help--?!
Question: Suicidal thoughts. Help--?
My problem: I'm obsessed with this guy. I know, sounds stupid. But I just.. Can't stop thinking about him. I refuse to say I love him because I don't actually know him. :(
And then there's my mom-always screaming that she 'f?cking hates her life' and wishes we'd 'not f?ck up so much.'. Since I was seven, the world was on my shoulders. I never had time to mess around or be a child without something happening. My dad lives 3,000 miles away. He's bipolar and gets drunk and is on disability. I don't knowwhat to think of him.
My brother. I love him to pieces. He's 16 and really nice to me but he's bipolar, too. When my mum takes everything out on him, he takes it out on me and I can't blame him. But I'm the end of the line.
I cut sometimes. I don't care what you say, it helps. But in my counselors eyes, it's the worse thing I could do. I know it's bad, but it relieves me. What do I do??
Btw, my 'vent' is music. I live, breathe, love music. I constantly listen to it.
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Poor kids!! parents eh! who the hell would have them.Try telling yr Brother how you feel and then you can stick together.Both try tackling yr mum about her behaviour if it doesnt help tell yr councillor you want out!Dont let her destroy you.My mum is 86 and still dragging me down.Dont waste yr life like me get help and get it now!!! were abouts are you?
keep smiling
Keep Ur head up girl!
It sounds like you're having a really hard time. All i can say is that suicide is such a waste of life; a life that could go on to do wonderful things, and have the best of times. I understand that everything seems pretty crap right now, but it won't always be. For now, just stick with your counselling. And please try to replace your cutting with music. When you feel like you're about to cut, put on your favourite playlist and try to occupy your mind with something else.
I hope this helps and i really hope things start getting better for you. :)