Help with suicidal thoughts-?!


Question: Help with suicidal thoughts-?
I've been suicidal for a LONG time. It's not just 'oh I'm a teen now my life sucks'. I'm 14. I'm fully Christian (I pray all the time. At least two times a day at school). I take counseling.
My problem: I'm obsessed with this guy. I know, sounds stupid. But I just.. Can't stop thinking about him. I refuse to say I love him because I don't actually know him. :(
And then there's my mom-always screaming that she 'f?cking hates her life' and wishes we'd 'not f?ck up so much.'. Since I was seven, the world was on my shoulders. I never had time to mess around or be a child without something happening. My dad lives 3,000 miles away. He's bipolar and gets drunk and is on disability. I don't knowwhat to think of him.
My brother. I love him to pieces. He's 16 and really nice to me but he's bipolar, too. When my mum takes everything out on him, he takes it out on me and I can't blame him. But I'm the end of the line.
I cut sometimes. I don't care what you say, it helps. But in my counselors eyes, it's the worse thing I could do. I know it's bad, but it relieves me. What do I do??
Btw, my 'vent' is music. I live, breathe, love music. I constantly listen to it.

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Listen to this song never to late by three days grace. Awesome song I know many people that changed there mind after listening to it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6qOvNgEsZ…



just stay strong hun, thats all you can do, life will get better chin up :)
music is a great way to cheer yourself up, just more of the music and less of the cutting?



None of these things are your fault honey. And they DO NOT mean that your life is worthless or meaningless. You should NOT end your life, no matter what.
Please listen to the song Unbroken by Zoegirl.



http://teen4help.webs.com/




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