Question:
I feel messed up.......?
These days i feel like my parents don't understand me at all, and sometimes they say things that makes me hate them a lot. I'm failing in some subjects in school, and I never have enough time to finish my homework, let alone reviewing for tests. My ******* cram school teacher believes that I'm wasting my time in my current school, so I should just switch to a normal public school. Which isn't so easy for me because I'm the kind of student that gets bullied by the whole class just because I'm ******* different in a lot of ways. AND I'm doing well in my friendships in my current school. But now my cram school teacher also convinced my parents to believe what he thinks is correct. They always bring it up when I sleep late (about 1~2 am, doing homework.) I'm in a advanced class, so our teacher gives us a lot of pressure. (no idea why== I'm so da*n stupid. especially when I'm doing math.) My only way to show my feelings are through this group of singers that i really like. It's like when I'm listening to their music, I can get rid of all the problems I have. I improved a lot compared to myself two years ago because of them. I can cry, laugh and feel happy more freely. BUT my father disapproves me of liking them just because they're from a country he dislikes. I also hate my brother who's 2 years younger than me. He's such a brat. I really don't know what to do. I'm 13 and I don't know if I'm having mental problems (It's unusual for a 13 year old, right? at least that's what people around me think.) Sorry if it was long....and Thanks!!
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You might want to talk to your family first. And if that doesn't work then you might want to see a school counselor or something. You don't sound depressed you just sound like you are going through a hard time in your life right now. Everyone goes through hard times in their life. So it is normal. As for school, you might want to get out of advanced classes just for now. Until you can get feeling back to normal. Parents are always going to say stuff that their children don't like. And younger brothers are always going to get on their older sister's or brother's nerves. I have a younger brother who does that. If the band you like helps you through this tough time in your life then listen to them. As long as their music helps you then it doesn't matter what country they're from. I also suggest an online devotion. I know those help me A LOT when I'm having a hard time in my life! You and everyone else are going to go through hard times in life. It's completely normal. You don't sound depressed. You sound like a normal teenager