Why shouldn't I OD on these pills ?!

I went through a state like you...I have depression and I went to the mental hospital twice for trying to commit suicide...Trust me...DO NOT go down that road! I can honestly say that because I understand what you are going through. Their is so much life to live for...Call 911 NOW so you can get help!!!! Know that there are people out there who you can talk to and can relate to you. Life your life, for it is more precious then gold!

Before you think about doing some kind of action that you can't stop, think about what is going on and why.

Why do you feel dirty? Did someone hurt you or insult you? If someone makes you feel dirty, then you have the power to clean up the problem. Think about floors, cars, dogs, and glasses. They get dirty but they get cleaned up to be good as new. Can you not see that happening for yourself?

What kind of pain are you feeling? If you feel physical pain, doctors and nurses will not only understand but help you by treating the causes and being your friend when you need it. If you have been hurt in a emotional or psychological way, then perhaps you can also get the same help but with others involved as well. Anyone who hurts you could have done something wrong criminally and you have the right and responsibility to help the cops make them pay.

You are a blessing but you need to know that like I know it. No matter how many people there are, you are still unique, powerful and you have a purpose in your life. You are a child to some parent, a friend, a student, a confidant and you can always be so much more.
But all your chances to be more will not happen by trying to harm yourself.

Besides, if you stop living in this world, think of all the people you are hurting. Do you really want to do that?

the fact you've put this question on here makes me think you must feel so desperate and just do not know what else to do but in a way you are also asking for help so there must be alittle part of you that doesn't want to give up these feelings can get better with help.Even calling your out of hours doctor will put you in touch with the help ,please try

Remember all the beauty life gives us. I know it's hard right now but don't do something you will regret. Nothing is worth ending your life. NOTHING. Trust me. Take it from someone who has struggled with depression and suicide but has survived. Your stronger then this.

Good luck, keep faith, never give up

ummm .. breathe, think , clear ur head for just one minute and let all your thoughts go. Pain is a mental process that could be overcome. You have to have faith in yourself and TRY to be strong. You never know what you might accomplish if you simply just try.

death is never the answer.

please talk to someone

http://selfhelp.yuku.com is a support site you can use, it has a lot of different forums and im sure there will be topics that could help you.

i want to help you.

Please don't attempt to take your own life! It sounds like you could benefit from talking to someone who can help talk to you about the way you are feeling.

The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline number is

1-800-273-8255

I want you to know that you are worth so much, and you are not alone!

Before anything, try calling

212-673-3000,
212-532-2400,
or
1-800-273-talk

Face it! We are animals with consciousness that is it's flaws - we are all trying to fix them - you are not alone. Try a group therapy and stop blaming yourself.