why am i so depressed?!

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i still think i'm traumatized when my parents were fighting in front of me as a toddler. Example when i see my friend's parents how happy they look together it sometimes brings me to tears i can't help it for some reason. but knowing how this system works its hard to missing out on a parent without my father at times i felt weak alone, and unprotected when my mother was not around i felt lonely unloved not saying my father shows no love but he dose not have that "mother touch" i think you need to go deep inside your self and find out whats really making you sad try geting to your close friend's and have a deep talk about your self problems and so on.

look for hobbies. to make up for the lack of protection and weakness that i felt i began to lift like a monster, and for love a girlfriend
hope this helps plus items no matter what kind will only keep you happy for a certain amount of time

I do not understand why depression leads to cutting. I believe you need something to cope with your parent's divorce. Unless the divorced a while ago. It could also be hormones as you are in puberty. We get mood swings