Miss my granddad so bad ?!
Question: Miss my granddad so bad ?
I just cant cope i cant cope that time exists ,that things end , that my grandad may just be dead in darkness, i was so happy when he was alive .
I feel so weak now, so dead , when i lay down i dont feel relaxed , nothing i do helps me , this has been getting worse from the past five years and now it is so bad that i dont even want to live...ive had symptoms of what appears to be depersonalisation but nothing has been confirmed, i also don't see people as people just a machines of biology, just see them as a working brain i hate it i hate my life can someone please guide/help me?
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This has literally brought tears to my eyes. :( I can feel my eyes welling up.. I'm so sorry about your Grandad.. Thankfully I haven't lost a close relative yet, but I can't begin to imagine how it must feel.. I know this isn't quite the same, but my cat died 2 years ago now, and it still seems like only yesterday. She used to cuddle up with me; and even now I still expect to see her coming through my bedroom door, about to pounce on my bed and curl up in a ball to sleep.........
Stay strong, and try to think of it like this:
IT'S BETTER TO HAVE LOVED AND LOST THAN TO HAVE NEVER LOVED AT ALL.
Don't be sad i have a bad life to my dad died when i was just 3 years old , my sister died at the age of 7 days old (both i never got to know:'( ) and my grandma at the age of 78 i think... she died when i was 10/11 not exactly positive. I mean it takes a long time to get over the person dieing but crying it out and moving on your best thing to do I know it seems hard but you have to do it or your going to be miserable the rest of your life and that's going to drag you down think about the positives in life.
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