I feel like an idiot. Some days I just want to disappear. Can somebody please he!

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The devil gives people temporary "cures".
I used to be Buddhist, was raised Catholic.
Last year I got saved in a Protestant church.
I realized through Buddhism, I got what I wanted,
but it was temporary "healing" and it wasn't what was best
for me in the long term.
I prayed to the Christian God to heal my relationship with my ex boyfriend.
Everytime I prayed this, my ex boyfriend and I would always break up.
I got mad at God, and recited Buddhist sutras. They worked,
and me and my ex would always get back together.
After I got saved however, I prayed to the Christian God again.
I had a feeling my ex was cheating on me.
And God revealed to me that he was, he had sex
with another woman, so we broke up.
We are humans, we were made imperfect because of the sin from
Adam and Eve right? So that is why we were made imperfect and weak,
because by ourselves, we cannot function well without God.
God made us with weaknesses so that we would find him, that's why.
Sometimes we don't understand everything he does, but it's for a reason.
I once wondered why my childhood was so hard. Then I met a boy
who I fell in love with, and realized that I went through everything for a reason.
The boy had had a crazy life, and was younger than me. No one understood him
or could help him, even his many therapists and relatives. Only I was able to
help him, because I walked in his shoes so I could relate to him and he knew it.
That is why he listened to me and I didn't have to nag or anything.
When you are depressed, that is the devil trying to attack you.
Sometimes he attacks people when he knows God has a great purpose for them.
Sometimes when I am about to evangelize, he tries to put fear in me but I realize
that it's not God it's the devil so he's doing it since he knows God put a purpose in my life.
The way you keep the devil from attacking you, is to keep close to God and know his word.
Read the King James Version of the Bible, even if you don't understand everything at first
it has God's word, that way the devil can't deceive you as well if you know God's word.

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Your problem is not Christianity... or Witchcraft... or God... or lack of God.

Look, life is not and never will be perfect... a girl you love lives in another state; if you really love her, you'll be together someday. If your friends are screwing with you, you need to be smarter about picking your friends. If your parents are on your back-- ask why? If you are a minor living in their home, they probably have reason to be.

Take personal responsibility for yourself and your actions, make good choices, things will look up regardless of which religion or spiritual belief you choose.

You are looking outside yourself, you are looking for others to change... you cannot control others, you cannot change what others do, you cannot find things outside of yourself to fulfill you. You can only focus on yourself-- it's all internal.