I want to run away and just die?!

Best Answer - Chosen by Voters

If it's possible, you need to tell these people how they make you feel.

If you need anyone to talk to, you can e-mail me at dreamsofsomeday@live.com

Please don't do anything to yourself!

Please know that you are definetely wanted no matter what some people say. They must not be very
intelligent. I think it is very important that you talk to someone about your situation. Please see a
guidance counselor for help or other trusted adult. Its hard to grasp your entire situation from your
question although you are only 15 and your parents are responsible for you and should not be leaving
you out of their care for months at a time. It is important that you get the support that you need.

right books songs or poems kid you'll make a pretty penny but killing yourself is never the answer if your in high school i sugjest you find a new high school change the way you dress and try to fit in i know that sounds horrible but thats the only thting i can think off email me if you have any further questions or need help pjo1721@yahoo.com

shove it back in their faces! you don't need to be treated like that. nobody controls you but you. live your dream, and if neccesary forget your family. your life can only be lived once. and you should live it for yourself

What grade are you in?
You need to go to the school counselor, this is a serious issue. Please, talk to someone outside of the family. You need help. Don't just tell people through the computer, I can't help. I wish I could, but if you feel this way, please, get help. You're going to go through lots of pain throughout your life, but problems are temporary. Don't take away a temporary problem by losing your life, which is permanent. I don't know you, but I can tell this is an issue.
Please, for your own good, get help, or talk to someone outside the family.

Life.

Death is not permanet and I know you probably don't want to hear so "religious" answer but God is real and the people who do not believe in him are just ignorant.

Anyways :)
I've felt how you've felt before. Just wanted to runaway and never come back to your problems. Just wish everything could be how you want it to be. Just wish you could be happy and content for once. Know that you're not struggling alone theirs always someone out their doing a lot worse. Their people in this world who can't eat, shower, etc. There's people who are abused, raped by people close to them, who they thought they could trust.

Have hope and know and believe that things will get better. Find something to keep you busy, join a sport, club, team, anything that will keep your mind off of how bad you think you have it.

I hope you feel happy soon :)

Please don't die.
It sounds like you are being suffocated by the rules and constraints of those around you. I don't know how old you are, but all I can really say to help you is to hold on until you're 18 and then get out of there!! Until then, do your own thing. Sit in your room, listen to music, write, read...like you said, make your own world, but make it tangible :) I know it's hard. When my mom died and my stepmom came in, I became the outcast. She (my stepmother) told me that I was a little worthless b*tch that didn't deserve to be happy or have a good life. I began to cut myself and drinking heavily...but one of my friends snapped me out of it. He said "make a place you can call your own, shut the door on the haters and abusers and cleanse yourself of all the negativity. Only when you have healed yourself can you allow people who actually deserve it back into your life." So, that's my advice to you. All life is precious, including yours<3
If you ever need to talk to someone and just vent, email me. thewhit1@aol.com
You're not alone :)