Whats wrong with me?!
Question: Whats wrong with me?
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I don't know, but it definitely does not sound crazy... I honestly have the same thing/similar thing, too. I swear to God.
I see a psychologist, though.. and I will ask him when I go in less than a week. I'm curious to ask why this happens to me, too! :P
My guess though is Paranoia.
I had something similar after suffering a stroke. I'm certain you did not have a stroke, but you may have untreated depression. What finally solved my compulsive thought patterns rather like you described was to take an antidepressant. (citalopran) There are dozens of medications available to treat depression, and I'd bet real money that one of them will help you. If you have a GP, make an appointment and get his/her advice. If you don't have a regular doctor, make an appointment with a psychiatrist. You don't have to live like this.
I can tell you right now, you thinking too much! happy thoughts man happy thoughts. ^^, But seriously, if it bothers you that bad you should see a doctor. Antidepressants or antipsychodics should help with that. Plus therapy is always good. And it's not *** bad as it sounds. Once you do, you'll be glad you did!
I'm sorry, but I think you are letting this worry you too much. Step on a crack, break your mothers back. Know the difference between reality and fantasy. Maybe one in a billion times if you hadn't opened a door for someone they might not have gotten into a car crash, but everything you do effects the rest of history, like the butterfly effect, but get over it. Don't worry about the things you have absolutely no control over because they are going to happen no matter what you do. Your worry, or behavior is a wasted emotion. Giving the people you love a hug is much more important. It's like being scared of the dark. 99.999% of the time there is nothing there, .001% there may be a spider, or Jeffrey Dahlmer, but really most of the time it is just in your head, and there is nothing you can do about the .001% except to remind yourself that your acting silly and to stop worrying about it. I do compulsive things every once in a while, like when I'm riding in a car I'll lift my toes up everytime we drive over a shadow, then put them back down when there is sunshine. It is goofy, I know, and I may do if my whole life, and really, I don't care. It gives me something to do when I'm bored... lol. Like the old prayer, "God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference." Don't worry, be happy!