I think I may have some sort of mental illness?!


Question: I think I may have some sort of mental illness?
I self harm,
I am addicted in a weird way.
I can live without it, I just can't stop thinking about it.
I have suicidal thoughts nearly everyday.
I beat myself up mentally, I even write hate notes to myself.

I am constantly paranoid about everything,
I see things out of the corner of my eye.
I am very cautious with everything I do.
I always imagine myself in a horror movie.
I sleep with my light on at night because I am very afraid of the dark.
I get startled easily.
I always think of the worst case scenario.


I have pretty bad self esteem
The smallest thing can upset me.
Some days I get hopelessly sad and I can only think depressing thoughts, slight things trigger it.
I hate myself.
I rarely go out, even if I have the chance to.
I am afraid to stand up for myself.
I get really jealous when my friends have friends.
I feel like I lack in everything.
I sometimes lie to make my life seem better than it is.
I always compare myself to others, and they are always better than me.
I am very self-critical and self-conscious.


I am not open with anybody I know in real life.
I don't like many people.
I hate all of my friends secretly.
I make up stories in my head to escape real life.
I always always pick at my skin, peeling scabs, popping zits, etc.
I also pull my hair out and eat it when I am bored.
I am extremely blunt a lot of the time.

Uhhhhh, thats all I can think of at the moment, if you ask questions I can answer.
Thanks.

Answers:

Best Answer - Chosen by Voters

You are thinking too much about death, and NOTHING about the good part of life. All you seem to think about is the bad parts, and don't seem to notice what's there to enjoy about life.



I am like this, almost exactly. Doctors will want to give you 500 mental illness titles, but I assure you it is over-thinking and an abundance of anxiety. Chill out, find a hobby, and try to have some fun in any way that is safe and makes you crack up. Trust me, it helps. And try to lay off your skin. I have ruined mine because of dermatalomania.



It sounds like borderline personality disorder
look it up
I have it
You should really go to therapy
talk about it
there are things that can help
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From what it sounds like; Depression, Paranoia, and OCD all up into one.



YOU THINK?!
if you pick your hear out and eat it when your bored, then Probably.




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