How can I make my life better?!


Question: How can I make my life better?
I had severe allergic rhinitis and asthma. I was admitted to the hospital for catching pneumonia. After that I started reacting to perfume and since I was in grade 7 at the time my parents pulled me out of school and home schooled me.

I was badly bullied at school due to being fat, being smart, being the tallest, talking like a girl, and having slued speech.

People called me f*g, girls dissed me, teachers made me pick up garbage, several people jumped me (due to my size and strength) and it was a constant nightmare. The worst part was that I was a total wuss and I took garbage from people.

After that I became friends with someone and I started hacking a game by using my own undetected cheat engine (modified in delphi), AOB searches, and basic assembly knowledge. I then became very popular and everyone liked me. However, I shared my account with someone and eventually said account got hacked after downloading a trainer (which installed a keylogger onto my computer) when the game engine was retouched. The person blamed me and things began going down hill from then.

I couldn't even go to the park or go for walks since this person convinced everyone that I hacked our account. It literally was everyone against me. I was severely beaten and threatened with weapons so I couldn't fight back... on a daily basis. I then told the principal about my issues and things got even worse since I was labeled as a snitch. People would then take turns beating me. I then became allergic to perfumes and I told the teacher. She told everyone that it was ME who was allergic to perfumes and everyone started spraying perfume in my face and beating me (since I couldn't breath around perfume)

When my mom pulled me out of school all I heard was my mom and dad fighting. My dad would yell at my mom and hit her. It was an even worse experience for me. My dad has beaten me severely 4 times in my life and my mom always emotionally abuses me for looking like him.

After a lifetime of being called lazy, I finally had the courage to tell my guidance counselor at my home school about not being able to concentrate. Being in Canada, he insisted my parents take me to a psychiatrist and I was recently diagnosed with ADHD.

Every time I leave my house I will occasionally see people from that school, and they will attack me if I am alone.

I have been unable to go to any public places for 4 years now.

So basically that is my life story.

I see my dream being resolved by continuing my studies and becoming more successful then those who gave me a hard time. I sometimes fantasize about getting revenge, but as a wise man once said:

I am not trolling, everything said here is unfortunately true. My parents are supportive people and sometimes when I do something stupid or question them they will beat me up (which is understandable). They do not call me lazy anymore since I take ritalin daily.

BTW: My real name is not Joe Smith (for obvious reasons)

PS: I am home schooled and I write tests at an online school so I can't cheat.

I forgot to add the quote, here it is:

“Hatred is the coward's revenge for being intimidated.”

Answers:

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Man... I'm so sorry for all the things u've been in.. not trying to be religious here.. but the only one who can make your life better is Jesus.. read bible and pray everyday, if you really are serious, you will know what i'm saying is true.. have a church community, have a spiritual tutor, build up your relationship in God.. Hope this help.. God bless u.. Jesus loves you.. :D



Man... I'm also sorry for all the things u've been through.. not trying to be religious here.. but the only one that can make your life better is SATAN.. read necronomicon and slaughter everyday, if you really are serious, you will know what i am saying is true.. have a dead community, have a spiritual rapist, build up your relationship with SATAN.. hope this helps.. SATAN FTW.. SATAN loves you more.. >:D




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