Is this the right time to end your life?!
Question: Is this the right time to end your life?
good friends,
alot of things your interested in,
many things you're good at ,
and the list goes on...
But have suffered with dread for a long time,
and severe depression,
suicidal thoughts everyday,
are really angry on a day to day basis,
have been able to deal with suicidal episodes for years,
been bullied alot for many years,
but lied to by some psychiatrists,
been put on alot of meds that never really worked,
literally have obsessions, and anxiety that take all your trust from everything, and anything
and comfort,
have lost many good friends/family and stuff in life
have not really much care in what others think, except what you believe in,
set your own very realistic goals, about life,
and know whats important in life, but dont really have it.
Been in counselling and therapy for a long time,
and have few options left.
have given a very realistic amount of time, many times for things to get better, but no significant improvement.
Have lost many abilities in school that you used to have before.
and have done all this in hiding for many years,
have experianced the worst of life countless times for years.
Would this be the right time for you to end it all. I mean theirs a ton more problems I havent listed, but theirs also more good things I havent listed. I'm 16, and all that ruined my life (OCD, anxiety, depression, mood etc, and other problems)
But at the same time, changed me.
I feel happy with the things I have, and know what I really value, and am happy to live the same way I am without OCD, anxiety, mild asperger's etc. I know change doesnt happen overtime, and takes a long time, but I've already waited many years.
Even the doctors who I explain this to them, cant do anything about it, their out of options for medication, and even the crisis team wouldn't accept me, because they know my likelyhood of recovery is low.
What do you do?
These are the options I have,
Suicide (lots of dread, depression and stuff to this day. Its a waste to give up everything I have, but all the troubles for a long time, is like the focal point of my life, because its that bad)
Waiting to see change, that will like not occur( but might because im still young, and alot can change in that time)
or take the wrong path and become much worse.
What do you think about what I'm saying. Does it make sense?
Answers:
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i am glad u realized the value of ur life and accept who u are and understand ur condition i don't really believe in medication in making ur state of mind better cuz it doesn't help u it just. . . . actually i don't know what it does cuz it doesn't work n nvr think about taking ur own life cuz u will take others down with u n its a Beautiful life u have and yes it gets really hard i know but we need to learn to handle it n and get the strength to move forward so when u grow up (cuz ur so young) u can take any thing that life hits u with because u have been from the bottom and made it to the top i hope everything works out =)
There's never a right time to end your life. Only God should decide when.
Wait... things will get better. Try not to be alone for long periods of time, and try to hang out with friends as much as you can so you can get your mind off of what's going on. Meds really don't work, some one already said that they are meant to trick you, and that is really what they do. Just wait, things will change.
my sister used to have this problem.
im on my mom's account xD
just don't focus on that stuff, and that medication isn't suposed to work its supposed to trick your brain into thinking it works. make some good friends. hang out ,ore often, like go to the movies and stuff. there's this technique to stop anxiety, but i don't know it. don't expect things, because that can result in disapointment then there is goinig to be more stress. anad you dont want that. but keep taking your meds til you feel better, dont take the chance. and dont commit suicide. think how the friends you have will feel. or your guardians. i had a friend commit suicide recently, shortly after another one of my friends had an attempted suicide. just dont do it