i don't want help, but why?!

Question: I don't want help, but why?

since i was 5 it's always just been me depending on nobody else but myself, i had 3 overdoes's about 2 months ago, and since then i was always crying and then all of a sudden i felt nothing was wrong i'd go so happy and had so much energy, then go crying and screaming. I go to CAMHS and i said i didn't wan't help they said would be better just to give it a go so i did, but it only makes me feel worse. I've tried hanging my self many time's but i shiver and i darn't do it, but as i'm about too somebody come's upstairs. My brother was anorexic and i saw all that and i didn't wan't to go as a in-paitent, so i don't know why i don't want the help, he got help and now he's better. I helped him when i was only 10 made him his food and sat and talked i grew up a lot and my reward was seeing a smile on his face. I don't know why i don't want help.. every thing is confussing and my mood swings go thourgh out all the day hight energy to crying and screaming.
Help please?

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WOW, your question saddens me but i totally relate to that feeling. I went through it many times. You didnt mention if u have parents......???? honey, u need help....you need to get on some kind of medication........Let me explain how this works....our brain is like a record and it goes around in a circle and there is a needle that plays on this record....the problem is we have a peice missing from the record like a slice of pizza taking from the pie.....the needle keeps getting stuck and this is what causes depression. You my friend are suffering from this and you have to get this chemical imbalance fixed.
you sound exactly the way i was when i was your age.....Life is too good for u just to throw it away. u reached out here so u do want help.....Let me explain this one way....when i suffered depression i could not smell....i didnt see colors or anything pretty.....once i fixed that i was able to smell rain, grass, perfume,,, i seen beauty in stars, and clouds and flowers.....life got clearer.......i really wish u a whole lot of luck and happiness and a long life.......................if u feel the need to talk......email me......i can be ur support............i have a huge ear and I love lending out my heart....xoxo my name is suzette

You must want help because you are reaching out to us on YA. You don't want to hurt your brother, with such a selfish act. You do want a hand to hold, and you may not like it, but you made the first step today. Tell your brother what you wrote here, and He will be the one that helps you. Your reward of him smiling would be helpful right now. Don't be such a bull head and get help. This isn't giving up control of your life, it's keeping control.Your brother will be very happy to help you make a start, at getting your life back. This is the way It's done, Sister helps brother, and now brother helps sister.

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