I seriously think i've gone crazy and I want to end it all.?!

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You need to understand that you're 14 (I'm 16 and already regretting opportunities I didn't take up.. plus, my life's no walk in the park either) you have your WHOLE LIFE in front of you, a life that will be made easier if you work hard now; work hard and revel in the benefits later. Work hard for those A*s (I know its easier said than done but with that hard work its possible - my best friend got 11 A*s). Think of all the things waiting on the other side once you get through this: Great GCSE grades, a great Uni (Oxbridge? or something else in the russel group?), a lovely life and family etc.
Are you really gonna' let life batter you into the ground now?! Committing suicide would be you leaving without a fight. Get up.

Have you considered an outlet? Something that will help with your stress? I play cricket and am hoping to learn to play the piano as well.

I constantly have self-esteem and self-worth issues too as well as being told I can be emotionless when I really don't think I am. I have motivational issues too, right now I'm in the midst of trying to work hard for my Alevels (I want 4/5 A*s as well as one in the EPQ), I made the mistake of aiming for all As at GCSEs (The thought of an A* never even occurred) and I got 5 Bs out of my 11 subjects. Though I just scraped into the college I wanted to go to the level of talent and achievement means I'm surrounded by people with 6A*s and over who aren't even that 'intelligent' just hard working - try measuring yourself up to that when you know you can do better.

Don't for a second think you've thrown those A*s away you're exams (if your in year 11) are all the way in June you can pick yourself and do those resits. GIVE IT A FIGHT TROOPER. For god's sakes.

One thing about these 'child psychologists' - They're sicker than the patients they treat. Be careful, a lot of the drugs they give (if any) have worse side effects than cures and even then the cure is short term and short lived. If you do get better you'll find they have to then 'ease you off' the drugs in the chance that you might relapse giving them up at once.

All I can advise you to do is take a step back and see where you go? WHAT would make you happier and whether you can do anything to change that and hope you have the patience to endure the things you can't change. I read this book a while ago that was really helpful called 'the 7 habits of highly successful people' by Stephen Covey and made a lot of sense I'd recommend you buy it, wiki it or get it from a library.
I'm constantly writing down my plans - just remember to get up and do them.

I don't think anyone can solve a problem for you.. theres no recipe for life the shoes of one person will pinch the feet of another. I think the answer at the end of the day will come from you and it'll be a good one.

Message me if you need any further help. Don't worry you're not a bother, I've been there - trust me.

Don't quit. Suffer now and live the rest of your life as a champion - Muhammad Ali

In tough times, you'll find two hands eagerly waiting to help you and those two hands will be at the ends of your own arms. - Napolean

Your story sounds like mine of 40 years. You have much better pharmacological treatments than in my day. It is your choice; but, you sound very intelligent. I think you would benefit from a consultation with a qualified psychiatric medical specialist. I would not seek "help" from a psychologist or other counselor who are, in my assessment, nothing more than a "rent a buddy."

dont be crazy please.i think you are intelligent.so give something for your country when you grow up.

Think whats good in life and do things that make you happy!

Call the suicide hot line NOW. Or stop trolling. Whichever is best.

ALL OF THIS
what is vitally important is to choose your healing route- for this problem ----- carefully from good information—that means knowing druggs/meds treatment for this can/will be damaging to your mind and body .drugs only mask the symptoms they do not cure.

This info well –it will save ---years of suffering = if you apply it ..

All treatment recommended by the doctors should be tested and approved and quite rightly so.
That makes sense
It costs millions of pounds to test and approve just one treatment.

Drug companies pay for most testing and will only and I mean only look at treatments, which show the promise of good deal of a profit, --they will actively dismiss any therapy which does not have profit potential— thus your doctor will only recommend therapies that have been tested with profit potential in them.

Despite The fact that some of these other therapies mentioned below do have overwhelming benefits some, which have saved massive amounts of suffering

Drugs are not the answer for any mental illness-- at best they mask symptoms

This is a fundamental principle grasp this fully –

Have you heard your local doctor recommend, Massage Spiritual healing, reiki Light therapy, Colour therapy, the violet ray therapy, Osteopathy, Electrical Frequency devices. Karma therapy and u wont because no one can put a patent on these powerful therapies .

For much more info/ detail and research behind this protocol
Go here http://uk.groups.yahoo.com/group/theholi…
Upon joining this group you will be sent a file giving the info –or go to the files section within the group and u will see it there

Print this all off save it and enact it and share it --- of course someone to help you get these therapies in your life is invaluable but do not be swayed by anyone trying for short cuts …
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1,get someone to massage your back and legs at least 3 times a week use peanut oil or a mix of 50-50 olive and peanut oil.

2 use the violet ray machine an Edgar Cayce device google search this --- 3 times a week on the other days especially on the spine….we use it every day with very positive results

3.get a tent sleep out side 3times a week utilising earth energy - nature can help big time especially with how you feel how much energy you have

4 study and apply good nutrition— adele davis books =protein minerals =iron essential fatty acids omega 3 6 9 protein etc

5 ensure your thyroid is working well get it checked

6 ensure you do at least I hr per day some kind of voluntary work when you are able..the reasons you are ill , or poor or have allsorts of bad things happen to you is because of karma -----usually from past lives but some from this one –voluntary work will offset your mistakes--- how much it offsets well that is down to god and how much you do. Healing us is in direct proportion to the help we give others ie your healing comes with helping others achieve theirs so if people are doing very little in helping others ---they suffer more and longer...and if they are doing a lot they get well faster....so now you know what to do ,,and like a lot of us are already doing being of service.

7 be amongst people who are giving, friendly who have time for you who love you , choose your friends well . choose your company well.

8 get to a place which personally love or like

9 do some work which you like or love

10 ensure you do no acts which hurt or inflict on anyone –don’t want to add to your karma do we !!!

11 spiritual healing and reiki find good therapists who offer this service in your area many spiritualist churches which are all around offer this for free as part of their vocational offerings to the divine.

12 focus your mind - think good positive thoughts, laughter, look at comedy, play good uplifting music,

13 avoid at all costs exposure to violence, murders, suffering ,death ,tragedies, -feed upon good things uplifting things, things that feel like a breath of fresh air..

14 Positive affirmation- t programme your self in the mirror , thoughts are things words are things actions are things , all have influence, few people realise these things can have an effect on themselves .

15 get a detox ------ toxins can influence how you feel big time

16 hugs get plenty of them in your daily life you would be amazed at how people feel after a few decent hugs.== find a big tree and hug that.
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17 loads of exercise running walking climbing but something which you enjoy

18 light therapy sunshine /light box and vitamin d and ensure water intake 2 litres a day

A total cure however is tied up with karma so you can imagine just how important is the voluntary work. The more u do the better u will feel .

Get the spiritual healing /reiki in place asap

And remember this

Voluntary work for you is a very good idea especially when u consider this principle

,.all our healing and happiness - yours and mine is linked right alongside our efforts and contribution to others.in direct proportion to the help we give others

ie your healing comes with helping others =so if people are doing very little in helping others ---they suffer more and longer...and if they are doing a lot they get well faster...

.so now you know what to do ,,and like a lot of us are already doing being of service.

Do not even dream of healing to come to you if you are doing wrongful acts , wrongful words , wrongful thoughts. All you are doing is making more of a burden for yourself

1 hour a day will make a difference to you and to others

its not the end of the world to get a C or to drop from an A to C.. ur not going to die,. ur not gonna be expelled from school the universities will not reject u,, nothing will happen.. u Passed but not good enough.. and STOP having thoughts of dropping grades..Just focus on what u have now n study ur butt off.. u still have the chance ,, u still have time..chillax seriously.. think about the bright sides of life.. is dying worth it? No.. just study now and do much much pastpapers.. Ive Done 8 GCSE's and i passed all but not good enough but hey at least i passed..think about when u grow up u wanna have a man that loves u and u love to have childern someday and teach them how to be successful like u:*

my own thought <3