Do you think that I am freak because of this?!

Question: Do you think that I am freak because of this?

When I was 10, I got raped. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. I was walking down the street and some guy came over and just took me. I'm 15 now, and I'm from Estonia. The principal then had to like tell EVERYBODY at school. And at first they all felt sorry for me, and then about the next day later, a girl named Samantha mixed it all up and actually told everybody that I was having sex with him, and that even now, I still do. I'm like the freak of the whole school, I live in L.A. now, but this is really hurting me, and I blame myself for it. I am Catholic, but people are saying that I will go to hell. I'm scared, I don't want to burn in hell for all eternity. I don't remember much when it happened, I was drugged down and the doctor's called it an overdose. People would look at me like almost everyday of my life and whisper under their breath calling me a sex addict or something. They think that I have no soul. And that I never cry, and that I'm never afraid. I never meant for it all to happen, at home, while I'm on my Facebook, people would always be giving me messages on my inbox saying that if I wasn't so stupid at the time, then maybe I wouldn't have had gotten raped. They think and call me a freak. My parents are like almost never home, I sit alone at lunch. No one like bothers to even talk to me. They say that I can't speak English because I am Estonian, and that people from different country are all losers. They make fun of my clothes, they don't get my hair. I want to go back to go back to Estonia like so freaking much. It was more funner there, and I feel more safer there. Sometimes I feel like just ending it all with a gun. Oh, and do you think that I am a freak for all of this? Do you think that it's my fault that all of this has happened?

Answers:

Oh Dear Lord you are a child and you were an even younger child when you were raped. NONE of the rape was your fault. You dont mention what happened to the terrible person who did this to you. And also your parents are never really around. WHY dont they help you cope with this>? You need them! And they need to get you counseling for what happened to you. YOU arent the one thats going to burn in hell for all eternity the pedophile sicko that raped you is the one thats gonna burn in hell for all eternity. As far as Samantha she is so cruel and anyone that would believe her story is just as cruel as she is. And she too shall pay sooner or later for the damage the hurt the pain and the anguish she too caused you. Can you talk to your parents at all>? Isnt this terrible rapist in prison>?? DO NOT EVER end your life. Before you know it your school days will be OVER and you have a whole NEW LIFE to live. THINK of your wonderful future. Think of your yet to be born children and ALL the JOY they will bring you. GOD knows dear child that this was a horrible act that person did to you and he also knows the horrible people like Samantha who are hurting you. You will overcome this ......one day when you are a grown woman you will look at your lovely life your lovely children and you will look back on this as the trul truly unspeakable act that happened to you in your past. I wish you ALL of Gods blessings.

Your not a freak, it wasn't your fault, your not going to burn in hell because you were raped your rapist is. The people who are saying you have no soul are truly heartless and stupid.

Catholic? Nuh-uh. Switch to Christianity. :))

Jesus

no it will never b ur fault. dont ever think that. ull live.. cause god wants u to. ur a strong person, dont forget it

No its not your fault, everyone else around you is just ignorant but trust me after school ends people will get on with their lives and when you meet new, more mature people they will accept you for who you are. You won't burn in hell because you didn't want it, your rapist did. Don't end your life cause its not worth it, but trust me I know where you're coming from. brighter days will come soon. I was considered a freak too back in gradeschool, also ate lunch alone. They thought i couldn't speak english cause i was from poland, but everythings better now that im in highschool. Hang in there hun <3

Experience, fellow catholic and european <3

Hi,
Well first of all how can it possibly be your fault? You were 10 years old, and no way could it have been your fault that you got raped. So don't apologise for that.
The next thing is you are not a freak ok. You need a friend at school on your side for sure. I can't imagine why the principal told everybody!
So what to do? I think you should tell everybody who says things to you that they can think or believe what they like, you know the truth and that is all that matters. Remember you are just as important, just as special as anybody else, so be strong, hold your head up high and you will see that soon they will change their minds. The person who spread the lies about you will look silly,

Good luck and hang in there ok.

UK Personal Trainer and Life Coach

It's NOT, nor will it ever be your fault. Don't let the bad people get in your head and try and convince you that it is. You are not going to hell for what happened, but I will tell you who is. Those who told you you're going to hell are the ones who are going to go to hell. And as for being picked on by the kids at school, stand up for yourself. Put your foot down and show them they can't and won't hurt you. Don't change yourself for anyone, being different is a good thing. If they don't like your hair or your clothes, you tell them 'you don't have to wear them, so why do you care'.

You are NOT a freak. Being different doesn't make you a freak, it makes you special in a good way. And never think about ending it because those stupid people are not worth your blood.

My grandma told me something once. The people that belong to God are always going to be treated badly because you have God on your side, while others don't. You're never alone, he's always there. So don't let those mean people hurt you. ^_^

I hope I helped you :) and i meant EVERY word

you posted this on a girls Question, she asked how to change her bad ways of sleeping around...you wrote
"The bible says that sex is for marriage, enjoy ur time in hell
U should not be doing that
Ur too young, r u seriously that stupid?
Shut ur legs, n treat ur body like a temple
Lets just c who becomes grandma at 20
Me? Or you"

Judge and be judged.
Only God decides who is forgiven. Don't act all holy and mighty, you obviously don't read the bible. Anyone trying to condemn someone to hell will not enter Heaven

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