I have no understanding of what I am going through, please help me?!
Question: I have no understanding of what I am going through, please help me?
Answers:
I know the feeling. You're looking for an outlet for unbearable emotions that you aren't sure how to cope with.
Try identifying the feelings that trigger the urges to sleep around and abuse drugs. From your description, I pick up on a lot of anxiety, invalidation from your mom, frustration, and stress. The only way to cope with these feelings is to experience them. When you have an urge to use a negative behavior, do the opposite. Distract yourself.
From personal experience, sleeping around and abusing drugs are counterproductive behaviors. They only make you more depressed. Your relationship with your mom should be addressed too...can you see a counselor? It sounds like she's invalidating you and your hard work.
It's struggle, but trust me, I'm 21 and I've been through that stage.
Good luck :)
well u lost your self.17 n up is hard for every one but your 15 so its early to feel this wat u need a hobby or goal.complete that and u will feel better.try slepping arund no prob.b u.do u want it the way it was in 1993 when u didnt have a voice.death is harder then life theres magets in every casket.4 get pleasing ppl just try your best please u and only u.intime your mom will b happy with your progess FAIL or PASS.if u r living in the foutain of life how r u going to spend your ETERNAL nights
I would see a therapist if I were you. Really.