Is it just me or do you feel this too? (suicide)?!


Question: Is it just me or do you feel this too? (suicide)?
a year ago I was severely depressed with suicide attempts, Self injury, Anger issues and depression I remember back then that I wanted to die or feel anything other than the emotional torment that I was feeling but now that I am feeling better and trying to move past this behavior and trying my @ss off to be happy I feel guilty, No grandparent should have to worry about burring there grandchild (I have considered my mother,father, siblings btw too) but for some reason thinking that my grandparents could have been sitting at my funeral back when I was suicidal makes me feel guilty and selfish don't get me wrong im not someone that see's suicide as selfish or anything but I just feel so guilty for letting my torment, Torment my family... Is this normal and will it pass in time? They say that they are just happy that i'm getting better....

Answers:

look life is hard, its pointless i know.. but death will happen one day, and ur family will be devastated the day u die.. but if its suicide, ur family will take ur death harder, theyl blame them self thinking they shouldve tried harder to save u and theyl feel guilty.. its not right to make ur family (the only people in the world who give a **** about u) this way..
just try ur best to make the most of life.. u the saying 'when life gives u lemons, make lemonade'
one day u'l have children, and u'l never think of suicide ever again! just have patience.. life gets worse before it gets better.. and its the little things in life that make it awsome!! :)



this is not strange thing try to read psychology and sociology that describe type of suicide and it causes well many on this earth always feel in such manner when they think they can't handle the situation



Yes I actually understand. With that, as you start to feel better and avoid taking on other peoples garbage, this will pass



I think that you are a very sweet and caring person for not killing yourself! I can't even imagine the pain that your family would have to go through if you died! And let me tell you something sweetie, I have been in your position with the exact same feelings as you had more times than I care to admit. But I can't help thinking that if you truly knew how loved you are by God, you wouldn't want to take your own life! God loves you so much that He gave His one and only Son to die on the cross to take the punishment for your sins! Jesus loves you so much that He willingly gave up His life for you! He gave up His perfect home in Heaven to die and be tortured on the cross for your sins! He came to this earth and never had a home, was persecuted countless times, and eventually killed like a common criminal even though He was the King of the Universe just because He didn't want you to have to go to hell, a punishment that we all deserved. He wanted you to have a second chance to live with Him in Heaven forever once you do die (in His time and way, not your own.) That truly is the reason for not killing yourself, not your family, not yourself, but live for Jesus. Tell everyone about His love so they can be saved like you are!

Please promise me that you'll google these songs immediately!
By your side- tenth avenue north
beloved- tenth avenue north
praise you in this storm- casting crowns
Fingerprints of God- steven curtis chapman
the first two are my favorites, as I'm sure they will be yours as well!:)

John 3:16
Psalm 139:13




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