I want to jump off a bridge. My life is hell. Why shouldn't I?!

Move over I am 49 going to be 50 in about 5 months and my life is horrible so I have 9 years ahead of you but I do not feel like jumping off any bridges. I have no job, no friends and my family never calls me and I have tons of health problems plus I am divorced. I live with anxiety and OCDs but I enjoy having them because those are my only contact I will ever have so I talk to myself. All I do is just cry and get over it. I normally go and have a bowl of ice cream. I sit in front of my computer or TV and complain about how dreary my life can be but I have seek the Almighty God and I have Him as my only friend. I do have good and bad days with God. If God wanted my soul I would be in Heaven by now. If you feel like jumping off a bridge which one would you pick? Would you go to London to jump off the London Bridge or India to jump off the Ellis Bridge? There are over 50 countries that have bridges so if you like to travel maybe you might find a friend along the way.

The Bad things in life make the good things seem better.

Well, if you have really given up.. then stop trying. GO HAVE FUN. Smoke some pot, go clubbing, have some FUN! Go crazy, if you really want to die then you mine as well go mad and have a hell of a time.

If you really wanted to be dead you wouldnt be asking the computer for reassurance. Dont be a coward and kill yourself.

Don't die in shame, Die with pride.

Please don't. I'm not hear to preach to you but I'm here to kick you in the can. Look! Get friends! It ain't that hard. Get bak on your feet to. Get a new job, get some help to get out of debt. That's all you really can do. But ending your life? That is a pathetic and cowardly way out.

Why shouldn't you? Because you will hurt people. Suicide doesn't stop the pain, it just passes it on to those around you.
I want you to read this, although some of it won't apply to you, like going to school and stuff... But read it anyway. Please. http://365thoughts.tumblr.com/post/3882126857/thought-thinking-about-suicide-reblog-this-spread-it

Well you have the answer to your own question, you already know why you shouldn't do it, sooooooooo don't do it. Jumping off a bridge definitely wouldn't put you ahead in life, kinda seems like another set back to me

you got friends here. ive not done bad for a failure, just keeping my head above water. be pro-active in finding company. i used to live near a bridge that people jumped off ob didnt look where they were going hit trees and bushes that hurt but saved them it was a weekly joke. stay light. all the best

i care. don't do it. everyone's life precious. you're still very young. you can find a hobby, go back to school, go to a church, look for a new job...you'll meet new people/friends there. try getting medical marijuana for the physical pain & stress.

Life will come around it always does don't be angry at your self by wanting to jump off a bridge. Trust me everyone goes thru slumps in life and I mean everyone. Stay strong and life will turn around :) it always does.

A bridge? You should aim a bit higher, try going with a sky scraper so you can have one hell of a time when you plummet to your certain death.

Move to Manley Hot Springs, AK. Its in the woods. No law no bills no trouble

No, Dont do it the world needs you, i need someone to clean my garbage cans. ******

i care about you. please don't do it :(

Look man, it's easy to see all the negatives, and overlook the positives. I won't feed you a can of crap about it, life's hard. My son committed suicide in December. You don't think people care about you, but god-dammit, WE DO! The debt is a little thing, one word, bankruptcy, f***-em. If your not getting support from family, do it on your own. Go to Alaska, or something you wouldn't normally do, change your surroundings, don't give up. And look this guy up on you tube. Nick Vojicic

Let me know if you want to talk man. I've been in some crap also.

Do you have a place to live?
Do you have a car?
Do you get unemployment?

If so then you got no room to complain there are people in worse situations
then yours so stop being such a cry baby and man up. Look at the people
in Japan that lost there families, homes, all personal belongings, cant find
food because of rations and rolling blackouts, and on top of that in fear that
they might be exposed to radiation and your here crying that life isnt going
well for you. If you dont see that you have it better then a lot of people out there
then go ahead and be my guest and jump off a bridge. You look like your just
out here for help or for sympathy or trying to catch attention and im betting you
dont even want to die because if you wanted to you wouldve done it by now.
But on the upside I just earned 2 points for answering this question yay!!
by the way suicide leads to he** so your really not benefitting

I have no canned answers for you. I know that bi polar is a very difficult illness.
All I can say is that some people with this have had a really good hornone expert test their hormones and balance them and it helps or heals some people. Worth a try.
feelingfff.com thehallcenter.com thecanaryclub.org or call a compounding pharmacy and ask what doctors test and balance hormnones in yoru area with an empahsis on mental illness.
I have also heard that this method works to help some people with bi polar and it is known as a healing tool for many mental and physical issues. eftuniverse.com click on 'get started free' for the free self help version , and for therapists eftmastersworldwide.com
I would and have seriously used this method for many things and it works. I think you should at least give it a good try, and not give up.
Your family cares. People care.
You have to be a friend to have friends.
Many people are lonely, and don't have bi polar.
I know a female with this that has struggled her whole life.
I know it is difficult at times.
I have nothing else to say , except that I hope you feel better soon.
Get the help you need.

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