What's wrong with me?!?!
Question: What's wrong with me?!?
First of all when my aunt or mom or anyone says words weird like plate they say plauute it makes me mad and I want to kill my self.. and in my private spots in feels weird and makes me feel like they touched me.. it's really weird. i have been abused but never told any one, I am a 12 year old girl .. I just can't tell any one. I still live with both of them.the last time i was abused was by my aunt about 2 months ago and my brother abused me last 3 weeks ago. I just some times cut even though i know its wrong.. I dont any more ( or atleast i try) why when people say words funny does it make me feel this way? its only with my family i hate it its the weirdest thing help me please.. like when my moms stressed she says words funny and its it makes me so fkin mad idk.. :( thanks alot guys.. sorry this is really WEIRD! xoxoxoox lily xoxoxooxo
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I think it is only the word that is making u crazy.
u need to stop freaking out. learn to control yourself. dont play victim. the word thing isnt weird. i recommend reading the Witch's Shield by christopher penczak. it will teach u self control and how to shield urself against unpleasant things from others. dont be violent towards others who arent meaning to be violent toward u. let things go and calm the f'uck down. if this stuff still doesnt work, u may want to see a doctor and get prosac or some other anti depressant or anti psychotic. it can help keep u calm and happy, but is habit forming and can be bad for u in the long run. but if ur really crazy, u made need to be on it forever.