What's wrong with me!? HELP?!


Question: What's wrong with me!? HELP?
Okay, I'm gonna be completely honest no matter how stranger this is.. It's all true and It's been going on for years and I can't take it.
First of all when my aunt or mom or anyone says words weird like plate they say plauute it makes me mad and I want to kill my self.. and in my private spots in feels weird and makes me feel like they touched me.. it's really weird. i have been abused but never told any one, I am a 12 year old girl .. I just can't tell any one. I still live with both of them.the last time i was abused was by my aunt about 2 months ago and my brother abused me last 3 weeks ago. I just some times cut even though i know its wrong.. I dont any more ( or atleast i try) why when people say words funny does it make me feel this way? its only with my family i hate it its the weirdest thing help me please.. like when my moms stressed she says words funny and its it makes me so fkin mad idk.. :( thanks alot guys.. sorry this is really WEIRD! xoxoxoox lily xoxoxooxo

Answers:

I could be wrong but when I read your question it made me think that you might have too much stress, causing you to have "weird" thoughts, Perhaps you may have chronic stress...Do you sleep well at night? If that's not the problem then it might be other factors..

Are you on any medications? Ever visited a psychiatrist? If you didn't go to a doctor before, I would advise you to do that, tell him how you feel, so he can help you or contact someone who can help.

You also noted that you have been abused. It could be that you didn't cope well enough with your past experiences. I hope I could help a little.



It is not weired. O and i have been abused to(it is ok). what you need to do is tell someone. I know you said that you couldn't, but you need to(or its just going to get worse) Everything will get better good luck:):)



It happens with everyone. Your self-confidence is dipped low. Just know that you're a good person(I hope)



omg i do the same thing! i never knew anyone else did! i hate when ppl say the word woman. some ppl arent too bad, but i hate my mom so f'ucking much! dont cut urself thats stupid, write poetry or draw, read books to get away, and violent video games always help me. maybe the way they say certain words is similar to things they say when they hurt u. idk. read a book on wicca, it will teach u love and acceptance. as long as u love urself, u are ok, so dont cut yourself! accept that other ppl hurt u bcuz they arent whole as a person, and maybe they have been abused themselves, but that doesnt mean u shouldnt fight back or tell someone. pray for guidance, see if u can find a totem, saint, angel, goddess, god, whatever to be there for u. and of course u have me, i care. ill pray for u if u want. at this age, its all about figuring out what u can handle and how to deal with ur emotions, so just be there for urself first, and keep calm. everything will work out. and when they hurt u, tell urself this too shall pass.



sometimes the ones closest to us like our family and friends can irk us the most. little things we find annoying. that's normal.

what's not normal is that you're being abused. this is the greater cause of the annoyance. you need to talk to a school counselor or someone you can trust. you need to get out of this situation because it sounds like you will continue being abused as long as you are living in that home with those people. does your mother abuse you as well? if not you should tell her what's going on. if so, it's time for an outside authority to step in. you need counseling or therapy.

i don't want you to think that there is anything wrong with you. you are normal and your feelings are normal but you're living under abnormal circumstances. please get help.



I strongly agree that your real problem is with abuse. Abuse is a contagious disease or self-replicating so if this abuse continues (which will unless you take some action) then you will soon start abusing others without knowing why. Child abuse is a very sticky problem and doesn't lend itself to treatment. It leads to Borderline Personality Disorder and the traumas will ruin your life.

An uncle abused his niece by hugging her while touching her "there". Years later, she started having chest pain every time she tried to get intimate with anyone. Her child brain associated sexual arousal with chest pain (due to hugging by her uncle). So although your particular problem with words requires a lot of analysis to find the cause, it is normal.

I'm a fan of Analytic Psychotherapy because it works wonders. You will have to learn to analyze your memories if you want remission from child abuse. Here is a website: ASCASupport.org. Or Google on "Child abuse".




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