am in crazy depression people i need advice i feel suiciding ..?!

wow that's a crazy story. one successful night of partying with new people really can warp a person's personality. human beings are very impressionable. so don't beat yourself up about it. don't feel like you are inadequate because you aren't. just realize that other people are free to do what they please, to hang out with whom they please. we live in a democracy, millions of people have died trying to get us the freedom of choice. I understand that you are hurt though. When my girlfriend of a month dumped me for another guy I went crazy and had suicidal thoughts just like you are having. I thought that we had something, that she loved me, and a part of her certainly did. but I also understood why she broke up with me, and knowing that really helped me get out of the depression I was in. So you need to figure out why she chose another guy over you. The reason is because you got out-muscled, outmatched. Romance is a game and that means there are winners and there are losers. It's hell to be on the losing end of the romance game, but it sure feels great to be on the winning side. The guy who 'won' her probably had a bunch of tricks up his sleeve, he mesmerized her more than you have and that's why he got her. don't let that make you feel like he's better than you though. it just means he had better tricks up his sleeve. life is a game of tricks.

Don't! you can not control her so stop trying to help her she is who she is and even if she goes back to who she once was do you think she will be the same? you are seeing who she really is, It is so much better to see ones true colors now before you emotionally get hurt later 7 months is better then 7 years later know you are still young and you will grow and find someone who is meant to be with you. Just remember you deserve Better!!!

If you don't have enough or iron, copper, vitamin B6, and vitamin B12, you can get depressed! seriously, google it to see for yourself!! you can get your copper, iron and vitamin B12 and B6 checked at the doctors. the nurse or doctor will take a blood test to determine if you lack any of them.