Why do I feel for someone who is twice my age and will never have an interest in!
Question: Why do I feel for someone who is twice my age and will never have an interest in me?
So about two years ago, I started noticing this guy across the street, and I started observing what he did more more after my english teacher last year assigned us a project to stalk a stranger and after that I became obsessed with what he was doing, then during christmas I got my own room, and my room looked right across the street from their apartment. After I moved in my room, I wanted to know more and more about him,
that I would never leave my room and I would always talk about them and worry them , him and his girlfriend at the time I mean constantly look at him I mean it was getting really bad and he was noticing me too which got out of hand cause he would also look at me too consitently but the thing is he would ignore me when he was with his girlfriend,but then in april they moved.
That's where the trouble started, he didnt move far just in a Different apartment. So a few months pass by and everythings going okay, but I still can't stop wondering what there name's are. After a few months I go on to craigslist and at time I was looking for a car, until I found his car up for sale and it had it name and phone number. and they didnt know I had this info about him, until I went up to a mechanic shop up the road from my house to see what was wrong with his car, So I said" i was his wife" and they gave me his last name
Then over the summer my brothers two kids came to live me because of jail and stuff, but they became obsessed with jay too cause they heard me talk about it, this got out of control kinda, until one day we decided to prank call him and say his bike was for sale, which it wasnt. We made up different names and called him and her and some how she realized it was me. She said her name was katie and asked if I wanted to talk to jay about anything; then I hung up, then I found him and her on facebook sent them several messages apologizing, and I called them saying sorry to. Until she replys back questioning how I found them on facebook and I tell her the whole story, but she come's over to my house, my dad gets really bad. And you think it would end there but it doesnt. I started calling them again prank calling them, until she came over again this time by herself, but no one was home to talk to her, then my dad talks to jay over the phone. And how he's getting really mad.
Then one night I was upset about stuff, and I called him crying and he starts going off about how he has his own family and how my dad assured him that this wasnt going to happen again and unfournatly he moved again before I called him, then the next day she sends me a message on facebook saying im a stalker and this is getting realy scary and that getting my parents involved wasnt enough. Saying I'm harassing her and him. Then the next someone knocks on my door and sure enough it's them talking to my dad about how their going to get the police involved.. They did too. She lied to police saying that I did things when I didnt but at 11:00 at night a cop knocks on the door asking for and they were going to arrest me but my dad say he didnt need those. I had to talk to him for 20 minutes and that's the whole thing that happened over the summer. But the thing I think they hate me and I can't stand it...
that I would never leave my room and I would always talk about them and worry them , him and his girlfriend at the time I mean constantly look at him I mean it was getting really bad and he was noticing me too which got out of hand cause he would also look at me too consitently but the thing is he would ignore me when he was with his girlfriend,but then in april they moved.
That's where the trouble started, he didnt move far just in a Different apartment. So a few months pass by and everythings going okay, but I still can't stop wondering what there name's are. After a few months I go on to craigslist and at time I was looking for a car, until I found his car up for sale and it had it name and phone number. and they didnt know I had this info about him, until I went up to a mechanic shop up the road from my house to see what was wrong with his car, So I said" i was his wife" and they gave me his last name
Then over the summer my brothers two kids came to live me because of jail and stuff, but they became obsessed with jay too cause they heard me talk about it, this got out of control kinda, until one day we decided to prank call him and say his bike was for sale, which it wasnt. We made up different names and called him and her and some how she realized it was me. She said her name was katie and asked if I wanted to talk to jay about anything; then I hung up, then I found him and her on facebook sent them several messages apologizing, and I called them saying sorry to. Until she replys back questioning how I found them on facebook and I tell her the whole story, but she come's over to my house, my dad gets really bad. And you think it would end there but it doesnt. I started calling them again prank calling them, until she came over again this time by herself, but no one was home to talk to her, then my dad talks to jay over the phone. And how he's getting really mad.
Then one night I was upset about stuff, and I called him crying and he starts going off about how he has his own family and how my dad assured him that this wasnt going to happen again and unfournatly he moved again before I called him, then the next day she sends me a message on facebook saying im a stalker and this is getting realy scary and that getting my parents involved wasnt enough. Saying I'm harassing her and him. Then the next someone knocks on my door and sure enough it's them talking to my dad about how their going to get the police involved.. They did too. She lied to police saying that I did things when I didnt but at 11:00 at night a cop knocks on the door asking for and they were going to arrest me but my dad say he didnt need those. I had to talk to him for 20 minutes and that's the whole thing that happened over the summer. But the thing I think they hate me and I can't stand it...
Answers:
You simply have to face the fact that your behavior was totally unacceptable. Take responsibility for the fact that you did harass these people and take it as a lesson in appropriate behavior in the future. How would you feel if someone did the same thing to you and you were not interested in a relationship with them?